Memories

Saturday, May 31, 2008 '

Shawn Lim Wei Jie fall asleep again !!
Stupid...ALWAYS SLP SLP SLP !!
U owe mi 3 words again...
& u DIDNT UPDATE POST !!!
U GONNA BE DEAD REAL SOON !!!
This blog will be deleted if he did not update tml....
Idiot lo....
Fine...Chill down chong ling....RAWH !!!
Anyway...was reading some horoscope thingy just now...
All in chinese...=)
Then i read baby's horoscope.
It says baby is very faithful to his gf.
He will treat his gal like princess and will listen to wadever his gf wan him to do..
BUT!!! DID BABY LISTEN TO MI?!!!
NEVER LO !!!
But there is one post which is very accurate..
雙魚座孩子氣指數：★★★★☆
魚兒很不想長大，因爲長大需要面對殘酷的現實。在你身上不難看到極富孩子氣的一面，很容易哭，也很容易笑。你喜歡幻想，像孩子般把世界想像得很美好；喜歡聽童話故事，因爲故事的結局很美好；會不由自主地哼起兒歌，對動畫片的主題曲很癡迷；喜歡看漫畫書、動畫片，以表示自己還沒有長大。更有趣的是，連玩剪刀石頭布都很開心。
Baby is very CHILDISH !!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.............
& this..wad will baby do if someone start conversation about sex..
「怎麼聊些這個啊？」雙魚會一邊說一邊湊到討論圈裡，表面做出一副無法接受的表情，內心還是對談論的內容充滿期待。每當他人說到勁爆之處，雙魚都會發出自己的感歎——嘖嘖兩聲，之後又會繼續聽下去。
This is wad baby always do also..
雙魚座追求完美指數：92%
雙魚座天生就有如詩般的思想意境，懷著夢幻般的完美理想！
愛情：浪漫神秘的氣質，讓異性不知不覺就會愛上你，但過於內斂、悲觀的特質，讓你在面對愛的選擇時不知所措。何不勇敢、現實一點，一旦決定爲愛犧牲就要堅持到底，讓幻想中的美好愛情真正實現。
事業：多才多藝的一面讓你的事業充滿生機，貴人助力強，但喜歡逃避，依賴心重，卻會讓你錯過許多表現的機會。想取得更好的成就，還應有自己的主見，不受他人的影響，時常暗示、鼓勵自己：“我能行！我很棒！”
理財：魚兒不太缺錢花，但缺乏理財觀念，消費喜歡跟著感覺走，隨心隨性，難有積蓄。所以，要勸你做好財務規劃，最好不要提前消費，那樣會讓你負債累累；若能找個理性、務實的合作夥伴，讓他管理財務，存錢的希望會更大。
Faint* all this are damn accurate....
I dunno why also...
Well, i think tt baby is damn lucky tt i am not beside him now...
If not i will use all the violent act on him......
RAWH !!!
Anyway...PICS PICS >.<

Chanel Goh Xin Ning

Dun u think tt she is much more cuter than BABY ??!!

HEHE xp

Hmmmm....

FUNNY XD

lalala

Naughty huh.

K..i know this is ugly

Black Snoopy

I hav hell loads of snoopy in my phone recently..Dunno y also

This is the most meaninful pic i hav..i think
Baby drew tt on msn...
I send this pic frm my old phone to my new phone so tt i wont lose this=)
One of my important pic .....

TO MI ONLY....

Rain-ling ( byebye May..Hihi June...AHHHHHHH JUNE !!! >.< )

Thursday, May 29, 2008 '

28.05.08
Show the snoopy i drew to friends...
& they said tt my snoopy looks like shit !!!
WAD THE HELL !!!!!
VERY WELL DONE K?!!!!
STUPID =(
*^*&()*)(_

29.05.08
Whhuuuu....Finally back to update again....
Was quite busy recently...
Anyway....Happy belated 16th weeks baby =)
Love u lots =B
Baby said tt he is going to buy phone this week...
Lets see huh..=)
Cos baby is damn busy recently..
Busying studying...
So hardworking rite?!
K la...i admit his attitude influence mi...
Dunno y also...K tts for the day...
STUDY TIME !!!! XD

Rain-ling

Friday, May 23, 2008 '

A few hour more before taking results...
If i didnt update this few days..
Means i'm not allowed to use com..Or i am dead already...

Edit Post

Okay...i'm suppose not to use com..

But i just woke up early in the morning to check all my things...

Well, i think something happen to baby again...Z_Z

I dunno wad happened..

Baby...take care alrite? exam & final ippt is coming....

KK...saw this big butterfly in the morning...

Haha...Nice ma?!! XD
But fly away already...=(
I miss the big big butterfly !!
Haha...okay...i'm so happy now XD

At least not so emo when baby called..

Did cry..but only for awhile...

I love my baby alot !!! =)

I draw de...K i know very ugly...But this is the first attempt k?
I didnt erase la..I just draw & my first snoopy is out
TADA !!! XD
K la k la...not bad le rite? =p Thank you!! haha

Rain-ling

Thursday, May 22, 2008 '

Yo....i'm back to myself again =)
Feel much better Today...But i dunno for tml..Cos there's gg to hav parents meeting..
Then Miss chin talk to mi in a nice manner today...
So of course i talk back in a nice way...
I treat ppl hw they treat mi wad.. RITE?! =)
Okkk...back to the main topic i wan to say today...
Went back home early today...
Then daddy was like... ling..may i ask u hw to make a new email address?
mi: Z_Z...tired lo.. kkkkkkkkk
Dad: thx...show it to mi slowly...
mi: ZZZzzzz okay... ( mi went on clicking )
Out of sudden !!
I press something wrongly & a porn website pop out !!
mi: O.o WAHHHH
Daddy:O.O ( hand covering the screen ) DUN SEE DUN SEE !!! GO AWAY GO AWAY !!
mi: Daddy..u know hw to log out the website meh? laugh* XD
Daddy: Arrrrrr....Dunno =B
Then i walk over to help him log out...
After tt daddy went on asking...
OMG!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING??!!
DID U WATCH IT?!
WHY IS THIS OUT AT INTERNET?!!
mi: Daddy.. If u click something wrong...its normal to see all this rubbish at internet..
Daddy: Haiyo...Hw can?! TEACH CHILDREN BAD...DID U WATCH IT?!
mi: NO !!!!
After tt...daddy went on nagging... SO CUTE CAN?!
Haha...i think daddy was too outdated le la....
Daddy said i'm his princess, he's expecting mi to b a nice n innocent gal....
Not to speak vulgarities & bla bla shit...
Well...I DID !! AT HOME =p
Haha...then went to slp till about 7pm...
Woke up...Went to internet n check for poly & jc cut off point...
I'm totally blur after looking at it...Z_Z
Gd jc admission needed 10 points n below to enter..which i cnt make it =(
Well, for poly...i want to study tourism, business studies, banking thingy or accounting..
But the cut off point for all these studies was like 9-16 points...
I think i can make it for business studies if i work hard..
But my friend said tt the eng must be very strong to enter... ZZzzzzz
Okay...i hav no aiming already....
BORED.....i dunno wad to aim to get wad i wan...
Although i often scolded baby cos he dosent hav aiming...
But i'm no difference from him =(
i'm slapping my own face...=(
I dunno wad i wan...really...
Any suggestion?? ^^

Baby are busy Monday to Sunday...

Leave a day for mi can?

A day will do...........

Rain-ling

Wednesday, May 21, 2008 '

I dunno wad happen this week....
It's the most rotten week i had
I was like emoing everyday u know...
Firstly, its about baby..
Next, teacher..
Now its kor kor..
On fri..It will b my parents soon..
Talk about today...
Went to see Miss chin for some marks prob..
Then she was like no..there's no wrong...This is wad ur teacher send mi...
U go eat shit la...
In the end..who is the wrong one?!
Is u rite?!
Then wad...say the marks has been type inside the report book..
Cnt change...Bloody hell, then wads the use of telling us to check our marks when marks tt found prob cnt b changed?!
& its was about 8 to 9 marks matter k?!
Then dao her alot..Quite disrespectful la..
But...How am i gg to face her in polite way when a stupid retard teacher talk to u in the way like u r in wrong?!
Stupid rite?!
Then say wan mi to bring daddy to her..SO tt she can talk to daddy on fri?!
WAD IS THIS?!
I'm already dead at tt time...
Well...For now...
I am quite irritated by kor...
He was like damn selfish la...
He dosent even wan to help mi..
I asked...Kor can help mi to repair the msn messager?!
I think there's some prob in it?!
Then he went on wad~~~~?!!
Cant u solve it urself?!
Then went on..wad~~~~~~~
BLOODY HELL....
Its okay...i'm gg to solve it myself...
Its not the first time anyway...
U have been like this when i was young...
I shall learn everything myself...
FUCKER...
Then gt nth to do...N disturb mi again...
FUCK IT LA!!!!!
I feel like shouting...But... i think there isnt a place for mi to shout..
I really feel like shouting all my prob out..
Immediately..
NOW NOW NOW?!!!
I feel like fogeting EVERYTHING!!
Everything i could...
Y am i so stress up nowadays?
Y am i so emo?!!
I dunno.........
I couldnt take it anymore......................
I feel like crying...But i cant...

I hav to be strong infront of my parents..

I have to act like nth happen when i was sad..

I hav to act like i am happy everyday...

Everything n everything............................................................

God....stop the time & let mi catch a breathe okay?

Rain-ling ( i wan to be a happy gal again )

Happy 15th Weeks =)
I dunno baby rmb it anot..
But anyway...Its another week again =)
K..Asked min jia lots of qn..
From her..i learnt alot..
Cos Min Jia really hav the same character as baby..
But Min Jia is more willing to tell mi wad she feel n think..
So i slowly know something about relationship lah....
& those few post i update for the last 2 days..Was all crap la..
I was just so out of my emotion..
Tts all... Wad's important is the present la...
=)

Rain-ling ( i shd learn hw to give in )

Tuesday, May 20, 2008 '

Zzz hav a slight headache now after crying for so long...
Dunno y also.... I just felt very very very sad..
Baby is not a romance person..Nvm...
But u r not sincere too..
I like baby cos he's innocent...
He's much more different from other guy...
He dosent sweet talk.But its okay..
He's very honest also..
We used to b very close...
Like we cant leave each other for a min...
But now?!
I know u'r busying cos of ur Ns...
But if u hav not notice...
We r getting further n further away....
We wasnt tt close like last time already...
We can stop contacting each other for 4 long days...
Sometimes...i really do feel tt u r in other planet...
Its really tough for mi to contact u...i dunno y also...
Sometimes...i nid to send 5 msg for u before u replied.
When u replied..its always a short msg...after a few short msg..& u fall asleep..
U r always like this...It almost become a routine...
There's time i will send u msg..& said tt baby i miss u!!
But u will juz talk about other things...
If u really dont..Cant u just treat it like u cheat mi?!
At least i will feel better?!
Baby...if u really tt busy...cant u spare just 5 mins to send mi a msg like..baby gd morning or something else to let mi know tt u r still in this world?
Really...A msg will do..I will appreciate it alot..
& u made lots of promises...
But wad promises can u rmb?!
Baby...i'm waiting for u to learnt tt song..
I am waiting for u to buy the same phone with mi...
i'm wating for u to rmb mi..
I'm waiting for u to tell mi wad u r thinking....
Till now...I'm still waiting...
Waiting & waiting...
But really...U dun seem to care...
U tell mi u forgot..U busy...
Then wad u really rmb?!
I really feel deceive..
Ya..i am important to u...
So this is wad u do to a person tt u think its important?!

Sch matters!!!!
Miss chin called at the most wrong time...
I was emoing n u called...
The marks was confirm added wrongly...
& u blame it on mi n said tt i make a woo haa on it...
Fuck it...Cant u hear tt i am crying at tt moment?!
Ya..thx for helping my teacher to take care of the class..
I know u r busy too...
Ya... Yaa... U also very busy...Busy until u added wrong marks n u scolded mi..
Sry...u wan mi to respect u as a teacher now?!
No way...
I think i am a failure la...
I fail to become a student..
I fail to become a gf..
& i fail to become a gd daughter..
PLZ!!!! KILL MI PLZ!!!
PLZ END MY FAILURE LIFE!!!!

Rain-ling

Well, chit-chat with min jia today =)
Haha...Seem like i always go sch to chit-chat..But nt study huh XD
Then yea...She talked about her relationship thingy to mi..
Then i found her relationship is very common to mine.
The prob faced..& some other things..
Its like 98% common please!!
She told mi tt she always give in to her partner when her partner quarreled with her..
But most of the time..She dosent even know wad she had done wrong..
& hw to improve it..
Wad she know & can do is apologise
& she told mi tt she felt guilty when she quarreled with her partner..
Cos her partner let her feels tt she is always at fault.
Everything is cause by her..
She told mi her opinion too..
But i'm nt gg to post here...
Its gonna be a secret..shhhh ~~ =p
Yea..After listening...i done a self reflect too...
Sry baby for everything...
Maybe i'm too demanding...
No..!! i'm very demanding...
Frm the day i know u...
I AM ALREADY LIKE THIS !!
Maybe i'm too used to vent my anger on u...
How i hope tt sometimes u will quarrel with mi...
At least i know wad u r thinking..& wad u wan frm mi...
Sry for ytd too...
I hav a reason why am i so emo ytd..
Its not about blogging matters la...
Its cause of many other things...
The blogging things is juz an excuse...
An excuse to vent my anger on u...
I know i'm nt suppose to do this..
But i can say tt i'm feeling very insecure at times...
I do love u alot...
& tt is why i dunwan to lose u..
But i dunno hw to tell u...
Wad i know is kept vending anger on u...
So tt u can care mi more...
Sry..i know i'm childish & selfish...
i'll change...I think u r having lesson now..
Dun fall asleep baby !!
Jia you =)
Ps. i dosent know how long will we stay..
But wad matter most is about now..
The present..
I wan this relationship to be a sweet one...
Even if we broke up or something bad happen...
This relationship will be a sweet one to rmb...
Though we dosent really hav the time to spent on each other..
but i know u make an effort to contact mi or something...
I really do appreciate of wad u did to mi..
I will change for better...
i hope its not too late =)
I love u...Shawn Lim Wei Jie.
I do love u really alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot

SCH !!

Parents meeting this fri..
Rawh...parents will skin mi alive !!!
Did badly for all subjects except for English =)
Gonna work hard..Cos i am competing with the clock !
There's about 140 something days before Os lvl..
Which mean tt i need to study 8 hrs a day !!
Faint* >.< & this is the number 10 yrs of study life..

I dunwan to waste it just because of tt 4 months..

Msn n friedster is not working now...I lend The Sims to min jia too.. So there's no reason for mi not to focus now...

I will try my best for this exam la...

So i will b really studying 8 hrs a day from today onwards...

So wun b blogging oftenly too... =)

Rain-ling

Monday, May 19, 2008 '

i am sorry baby i didn't know what i did make u sad

baby sorry for what i did please forgive me k ? i am just very tired this few days... dunno why oso....i didn't know what i did make u sad =( sorry i know i didn't keep the promises i made i am sorry... and i didn't get to contact u coz my phone spoil...and i got no phone...sigh and its not u force me to update is i wanna update just that i always fall asleep or go out and have no time or even forget to update sorry...baby don't sad le ok i didn't mean to do it...really didn't mean to...i now need to go get ready to go back camp le and u are important to me i'll try to show u ok but i don't really know how but i'll still try k i love u baby and miss u alot sorry for everything baby >.<

Shawn

I think i'm naive...
I'm really naive..
I feel like laughing at myself for my foolness.
Everything went so smooth until recently..
I once believe in promises..
I respect promises..
I made promises..
But promises made by u was all so fake..
Everytime when u make promises...
Its just like an excuse for u, so to shut my mouth up..
Sometimes, i really feel like i'm nt important to u...
But u often said tt i'm important to u...
u said...But u dun prove it in action...
Sometimes i think tt friends r more important than u...
I told myself nt to cried...But my eyes fails mi...
I feel so disheartened...
Ur apology didnt mean anything...
I'm waiting for u to prove mi wrong...
But why u fails mi again & again?!
I'm a simple gal...
I dunwan anything, i just wan to hav a simple relationship...
I wan someone to love mi...
To spoil mi...
To let mi feel i'm important to him..
But........
Nvm................

Rain-ling

K..Its mi again...
I hav a bet with baby ytd..
I said...If u didnt update tml..which is today..
U owe mi one bite..
N someone just said...will will will...i will update..
IN THE END?!
TADA!!!
Didnt update AT ALL K!!
I THINK HE IS SLEEPING LIKE A PIG NOW !!!!!!!!!
RAWH !!!
STUPID !!!
I ALSO DUNWAN UR BITE LO....
U OWE MI TOO MANY BITES UNTIL I THINK MY TEETH WILL DROP !!
FORGET ABOUT IT...
DEAR LADIES & GENTLEMEN..
I'M HERE TO ANNOUNCE TT THIS BLOG IS MINE..
& NOT HIM N MINE BLOG K...
ITS MINE !!!
RAWH !!!! &*^&*^ *^*

RAIN-LING

Friday, May 16, 2008 '

K...i shall update first before tuition..
Its 100th days today !! XD
So damn happy can...hoho
Anyway..Kept finding trouble with baby today..
Dunno y...
Cos i asked baby..
Why dont u say miss mi before?
& baby said tt he wun said even if he miss mi..Tts him
Z_Z
Kk...i know u isnt a sweet talk kind person..
But at least i hope u will say " I MISS U BABY !!"
& i will be content enough...
Is it so difficult??...
Well, i think so..... =(

Rain-ling

Wednesday, May 14, 2008 '

Get back almost all my results today....
Failed all, except eng i'm quite content with it =)
I was happy cos someone cares abt my feeling..
Like ms solastri & er zi...
Thx =)
& YA...
HAPPY 14th WEEKS BABY !!!
& HAPPY BIRHDAY JERRY !!
XD
Dun b sad huh..
There's someone like mi who rmbed ur birthday too...
So...dun b too sad...
Haha...
Enjoy !! My lao didi...
Haha...
& was suppose to tell baby something..

But too bad..Seem like baby dosent hav the chance..Haiz

Rain-ling

Tuesday, May 13, 2008 '

lalalalala... haha i am bored =)

BABY finally called, after 6 long days... Z_Z
I started laughing when i heard baby voice..
Damn it... So cute can?!
I MISS HIM LIKE HELL !!!!!!!!!!
Xp
Then ask baby to give mi punishment..
So i can concentrate when i studying..
But both of us could not think of a gd idea..
In the end..baby suggest not to contact for a week if i didnt study..
=(
WTH!
But i agree with it..
If not i wun learn to b more hardworking...
I try to study k?!
I know i will study cos of u..
I WILL =)
I love u alot too baby :)

Rain-ling

Monday, May 12, 2008 '

YEAH !!!
Went Kbox today straight after exam =)
Kbox was fun.... XD
We sang & sang like no one business..
Hehe...Singing rox ~~ ^^
Then estella, jue ying, wesley & mi went choose spec with weena..
Of course i choose a nice one for weena in the end...
I GT TASTE K?! XD
But i dun suit to wear spec..
Saddist..
They said i look like auntie with spec... =(
WADEVER !!!!
I miss my baby......
its the 5th day... =(

Rain-ling

Sunday, May 11, 2008 '

Sorry baby really didn't know u mind

K this week sux i kena confine for stupid reason and my phone got taken away by my sir twice thats why cannot call baby and make her worry sorry baby didn't mean to...and this few days was a busy one coz lots of things to do so didn't really had time to talk to baby oso =( and baby told me that she's got a feeling that she's not important to me...baby u're important to me...just that i cannot contact u coz of my sir...and i was busy didn't know u will feel that way i will try not to do it again ok ? didn't know that u mind sorry baby...and ya i didn't know bf need to do so many things xD keke i will try to be like what it says ok ?? *STRESS* =( i am going back camp now...sigh
baby don't think too much k i don't wan u to emo... okok ? =) i love u baby

Shawn

( 100th post =) )

Baby n i didnt talk for DAYS!
Then ask wad feeling does he hav during this few days.
& he told mi angry..& no more Z_Z
i think i hav more than 5 feelings k!
STUPID!
Anyway...this doesnt affect baby much..Cos this only applies to mi..
Then baby is out with friends to sentosa...
So..didnt talk again...
I think we will keep on becoming like this ( i think )
Nvm..Anyway..saw this on friendster..
So i decide to post here

WHAT A BF SHD DO !!

When she walks away from you mad
run infornt of her n kiss

When she stares at your mouth
shes waiting for ur kiss

When she pushes you or hit's you
push her back bt make her laugh

When she starts cursing at you
quickly said ily

When she's quiet
ask her:any prob @home or outside?

When she ignores you
make her laugh n let her notice u

When she pulls away
pull her back hard n kiss

When you see her at her worst
tell her shes beautiful when shes @
her worst

When you see her start crying
put her head on ur shoulder n whisper

When you see her walking
follow up

When she's scared
hug her n said u'll nvr let go

When she lays her head on your
shoulder
tell her how much fun u've been
spending wit her

When she steals your favorite hat
let her have it

When she teases you
teases her back but make laugh

When she doesnt answer for a long time
ask e same qtn again

When she looks at you with doubt
back it up n ask wat?

When she says that she likes you
means she loves u

When she grabs at your hands
play wit her finger

When she bumps into you
bumps on her again

When she tells you a secret
keep it n let it stay within urself

When she looks at you in your eyes
wink @her

When she misses you
shes hurting inside n out

WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART
she will nvr 4get u

When she says its over
she really wants u back

look into her eyes when you talk to
her.

let her mess with your hair

touch her hair.

just walk around with her.

"FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"

look at her like she`s the only one
you see.

hold her hand when you`re around your
friends.

when she starts swearing at you, tell
her you love her.

let her fall asleep in your arms..

stay up all night with her when she`s
sick.

watch her favorite movie with her.

kiss her forehead.

give her the world.

write her letters.

let her wear your clothes.

let her know she`s important.

let her take all the photos she wants
of you.

kiss her in the pouring rain.

when you fall in love with her, tell
her.
and when you tell her, love her like
you've never loved someone before.

I think all this is quite ture..Especially the bold one =)

& after reading this..I've found out why am i so insecure..

So retards huh.. I found out juz so late la..

But late is better than never..

RITE?

I dun like tt missing feeling...

Rain-ling

Thursday, May 8, 2008 '

Finished my eng paper 2 today =)

Then hav this sudden feeling to blog..

Hav a talk with jia hui lao po..

We discuss something about relationship..

& wad she said is totally rite.. ALWAYS..

Haha...

This blog was made because i wan to share both him and my story..

Its jus like a diary..

But its a open one for others to read..

Well, i think i'm wrong..

I think it most likely to b mine story than OURS...

But wadever anything happen...

I will still update on this blog =)

Edit post.

Baby replied...

At least i know tt he is alrite now..

He made my mood like shit..

Cos i juz dun feel gd when he's not around..

My heart juz sunk la..

Nth can make mi happy..

I counldt even concentrate when i'm studying..

Tts y i once told him..dun play punk with mi when im having exam..

My heart counldnt take it...

I will juz emoing...n those bla bla shit..=(

I swear i wun play with baby abt things like let dun talk for a few days k?

Well i think im the one who will lose..

& wad kor said is rite...

I shd trust baby more..

The insecure shit muz be erase frm my memories..

Wad past is already past..

Wad for thinking something tt made u unhappy...

I muz look forward but nt kept looking back..

Yea...i'll try nt to b a paranoid gal again...

I Love U Baby !!

Rain-ling

Wednesday, May 7, 2008 '

Ok...its 11.57pm now..
Before reaching 12..
I wish to say..
HAPPY 13th WEEKS BABY !!!
=)
Anyway...i think baby muz b busying with something now..
Abt the POP thingy...
Nvm...i'm thinking lots of rubbish now..
I shall calm myself down..
Before i think something negatively...
kk..
I love u baby...
Muacks muacks muacks muacks..XD

Rain-ling

Tuesday, May 6, 2008 '

Happy 3rd months !!
Hehe >.<

I am quite particular abt time..

& tt is why i am sensitive abt digits..

Especially, its abt him & mi..

lalalalalala.....

I think baby shd b busying now...

Cos we didnt talk for the whole day !!

Examinations tml as usual..

Will be having Maths Paper 2 & Science ( Physic ) BORED !!

I sux in both subs....

lol....

Nvm...

I will try hard to pass =)

Icandoit....

Rain-ling

Monday, May 5, 2008 '

YEA !!!!
I gt back my phoneeeeeeeee XD
So happy can?!
I miss my little whitie phone like hell...
Haha...was suppose to study now..
But the feeling prob stop mi frm doing that =(
WTH...
Baby is feeling quite ' sian ' now..Cos he was still stuck at somewhere beside NYP..
Ke lian...=(
Nvm la...gg bak soon le...muz guai guai..
Anyway...i've decide something in my heart...
The only secret tt i MYSELF knew only =)
Rawh...signing contract with baby too also...
Hehe >.<

Happy Advance 3rd months baby !! XD

Rain-ling

Sunday, May 4, 2008 '

Studying for Tml examinations ( Geo & Amaths )
I've totally give up amaths as i dont know wad the hell the questions is talking abt..
Sign...Saddist =(
Was gg to get back my hp awhile more later =)
HAHA... I MISS MY PHONE !!! XD
SO HAPPY !!!
& another 2 more days..Its our 3rd months !!!
SO FAST CAN !!! ^^

Then baby shd wake mi up today at 8am...
But in the end he didnt...
Cos he woke up at 10.30am n was late for camp
....
EXPECTED !!!
Tts y i woke up 7am myself...Cos i know baby will woke up late for sure Z_Z...
Nvm....Used to it already...
I miss my baby ... =(

Rain-ling

Thursday, May 1, 2008 '

happy belated 12th weeks baby....sorry i didn't wish u happy 12th weeks yesterday was very tired...keke i slept for almost 20 hours today xD hmmm anyway this weekend i have confinement...coz i fail my ippt sigh...stupid medicine and ya baby please study hard k i don't wan u to fail =) i know u very stress but u have to jia you k ? and must take care of yourself don't study till too late and don't fall sick i know very naggy keke xD kk i need go get ready for camp le sigh i love u baby

Shawn

Hohohoho... i think i treat this as my own blog already...
Cos i dun even touch my blog nowadays..EXCEPT HERE !
I dun feel like asking baby to blog anymore..
Cos,if he cares..he will do it himself without mi asking..
The trust i've from him has already fade
NVM....
Well, i juz woke up...
Slept at 3am...
Cos of my friend prob..
& i console him huh....
He's sad...i think he cried..But he didnt tell mi
=(
Its abt his relationship prob la...
Well, RELATIONSHIP'S COMPLICATED !!!
I hope mine will b more simpler..
There'll be Lit & Maths paper tml Z_Z
BORING !!!
SAT & SUN will be occupied with TUITION ! =(
I feel like killing myself....
But nvm...this will be this last yr in sec sch...
I've to be more hardworking.....
Cos i wan to pass my Os with flying colours =)
Baby will help mi jia you too rite?!
i think......

i'm feeling quite lost..

Rain-ling =)