Well, chit-chat with min jia today =)
Haha...Seem like i always go sch to chit-chat..But nt study huh XD
Then yea...She talked about her relationship thingy to mi..
Then i found her relationship is very common to mine.
The prob faced..& some other things..
Its like 98% common please!!
She told mi tt she always give in to her partner when her partner quarreled with her..
But most of the time..She dosent even know wad she had done wrong..
& hw to improve it..
Wad she know & can do is apologise
& she told mi tt she felt guilty when she quarreled with her partner..
Cos her partner let her feels tt she is always at fault.
Everything is cause by her..
She told mi her opinion too..
But i'm nt gg to post here...
Its gonna be a secret..shhhh ~~ =p
Yea..After listening...i done a self reflect too...
Sry baby for everything...
Maybe i'm too demanding...
No..!! i'm very demanding...
Frm the day i know u...
I AM ALREADY LIKE THIS !!
Maybe i'm too used to vent my anger on u...
How i hope tt sometimes u will quarrel with mi...
At least i know wad u r thinking..& wad u wan frm mi...
Sry for ytd too...
I hav a reason why am i so emo ytd..
Its not about blogging matters la...
Its cause of many other things...
The blogging things is juz an excuse...
An excuse to vent my anger on u...
I know i'm nt suppose to do this..
But i can say tt i'm feeling very insecure at times...
I do love u alot...
& tt is why i dunwan to lose u..
But i dunno hw to tell u...
Wad i know is kept vending anger on u...
So tt u can care mi more...
Sry..i know i'm childish & selfish...
i'll change...I think u r having lesson now..
Dun fall asleep baby !!
Jia you =)
Ps. i dosent know how long will we stay..
But wad matter most is about now..
The present..
I wan this relationship to be a sweet one...
Even if we broke up or something bad happen...
This relationship will be a sweet one to rmb...
Though we dosent really hav the time to spent on each other..
but i know u make an effort to contact mi or something...
I really do appreciate of wad u did to mi..
I will change for better...
i hope its not too late =)
I love u...Shawn Lim Wei Jie.
I do love u really alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot


SCH !!

Parents meeting this fri..
Rawh...parents will skin mi alive !!!
Did badly for all subjects except for English =)
Gonna work hard..Cos i am competing with the clock !
There's about 140 something days before Os lvl..
Which mean tt i need to study 8 hrs a day !!
Faint* >.< & this is the number 10 yrs of study life..

I dunwan to waste it just because of tt 4 months..

Msn n friedster is not working now...I lend The Sims to min jia too.. So there's no reason for mi not to focus now...

I will try my best for this exam la...

So i will b really studying 8 hrs a day from today onwards...

So wun b blogging oftenly too... =)

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