RawhrawrStory

2009-02-20T23:32:00.001+08:00

Happy Birthday Shawn... =)

Rainling

2008-06-08T13:31:00.006+08:00

Well, i was going to close this blog..
But baby dosent wan...
So i listen to baby ideas...
Did something really bad ytd...
i quarrelled with baby...
I asked baby to go and die -.-
I dunno wad am i doing also...
But i know it's mean...
Baby obviously was angry of mi too...
He asked mi to be more understanding....
Well, u know... imagine i got angry of the same thing over and over again..
Don't u think it sound stupid?!
I kept asking baby to update 3 weeks ago..
Every week i will nag him to go and update for tt one time...
& he will said..SUNDAY baby..
I'm tired.. But in the end he didnt and he request for next week..
So wad can i do?!
Of course i hav to wait for another week...
Then ytd...I ask him to update again...
He said okay..later..i am outside rite now..
& i was like r u sure? r u sure?
Then he sudden said.. i dunno, i will be having chalet later on..-.-
& tt was the time i went crazy and ask baby to go and die..
But seriously, i have waited for 3 weeks already...
But u dosent seem to care... Wad can i do?!
This is a couple blog u know?!
Nvm...wadever is it, i am sorry for wad i did ytd...
I wun force and ask u to blog anymore....

Rain-ling

2008-06-06T13:30:00.000+08:00

Happy 4th months =)

Rain-ling

2008-06-04T18:57:00.002+08:00

Its finally 17 weeks today =)
WELL...2 MORE DAYS PLZ !!!!!
& it will be the 4th months with baby !!!!!!!!!!!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH XD
QUICK !!!
HAHA..SRY...GONE CRAZY TODAY =)

RAIN-LING

2008-06-01T15:00:00.004+08:00

Hmm...shall update before having my long toruture maths tuition afterwards...

Its finally June... =)

Oral exam will be this tuesday...( haven prepare Zzzz )

F&N practical on this fri ( haven prepare )

Maths tuition homework later ( haven prepare )

Haha...Gosh...wad am i doing here?!!

lalalala...I hate maths recently...

Dunno y...Maybe cos i dunno hw to solve the sum?

Maybe =)

But the one i hate most is Amaths...Emaths is slightly better=)

Yea...i think baby is doing something now or still sleeping..

I dunno...

He's going back at 7 or 8 something to camp afterwards..

& he will be unable to update again..

TRUST MI !!

HE WUN UPDATE TODAY !!

HE WILL SAY...sry baby...next week can?! Z.Z

Idiot !! Nvm...Anyway...this is the last post i'm going to update...

LET THIS BLOG BE DEAD FOREVER !!!

I think this is a good idea =)

Rain-ling

2008-05-31T22:32:00.015+08:00

Shawn Lim Wei Jie fall asleep again !!
Stupid...ALWAYS SLP SLP SLP !!
U owe mi 3 words again...
& u DIDNT UPDATE POST !!!
U GONNA BE DEAD REAL SOON !!!
This blog will be deleted if he did not update tml....
Idiot lo....
Fine...Chill down chong ling....RAWH !!!
Anyway...was reading some horoscope thingy just now...
All in chinese...=)
Then i read baby's horoscope.
It says baby is very faithful to his gf.
He will treat his gal like princess and will listen to wadever his gf wan him to do..
BUT!!! DID BABY LISTEN TO MI?!!!
NEVER LO !!!
But there is one post which is very accurate..
雙魚座孩子氣指數：★★★★☆
魚兒很不想長大，因爲長大需要面對殘酷的現實。在你身上不難看到極富孩子氣的一面，很容易哭，也很容易笑。你喜歡幻想，像孩子般把世界想像得很美好；喜歡聽童話故事，因爲故事的結局很美好；會不由自主地哼起兒歌，對動畫片的主題曲很癡迷；喜歡看漫畫書、動畫片，以表示自己還沒有長大。更有趣的是，連玩剪刀石頭布都很開心。
Baby is very CHILDISH !!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA.............
& this..wad will baby do if someone start conversation about sex..
「怎麼聊些這個啊？」雙魚會一邊說一邊湊到討論圈裡，表面做出一副無法接受的表情，內心還是對談論的內容充滿期待。每當他人說到勁爆之處，雙魚都會發出自己的感歎——嘖嘖兩聲，之後又會繼續聽下去。
This is wad baby always do also..
雙魚座追求完美指數：92%
雙魚座天生就有如詩般的思想意境，懷著夢幻般的完美理想！
愛情：浪漫神秘的氣質，讓異性不知不覺就會愛上你，但過於內斂、悲觀的特質，讓你在面對愛的選擇時不知所措。何不勇敢、現實一點，一旦決定爲愛犧牲就要堅持到底，讓幻想中的美好愛情真正實現。
事業：多才多藝的一面讓你的事業充滿生機，貴人助力強，但喜歡逃避，依賴心重，卻會讓你錯過許多表現的機會。想取得更好的成就，還應有自己的主見，不受他人的影響，時常暗示、鼓勵自己：“我能行！我很棒！”
理財：魚兒不太缺錢花，但缺乏理財觀念，消費喜歡跟著感覺走，隨心隨性，難有積蓄。所以，要勸你做好財務規劃，最好不要提前消費，那樣會讓你負債累累；若能找個理性、務實的合作夥伴，讓他管理財務，存錢的希望會更大。
Faint* all this are damn accurate....
I dunno why also...
Well, i think tt baby is damn lucky tt i am not beside him now...
If not i will use all the violent act on him......
RAWH !!!
Anyway...PICS PICS >.<

Chanel Goh Xin Ning

Dun u think tt she is much more cuter than BABY ??!!

HEHE xp

Hmmmm....

??

FUNNY XD

lalala

Naughty huh.

K..i know this is ugly

Black Snoopy

I hav hell loads of snoopy in my phone recently..Dunno y also

This is the most meaninful pic i hav..i think
Baby drew tt on msn...
I send this pic frm my old phone to my new phone so tt i wont lose this=)
One of my important pic .....

TO MI ONLY....

Rain-ling ( byebye May..Hihi June...AHHHHHHH JUNE !!! >.< )

2008-05-29T16:24:00.004+08:00

28.05.08
Show the snoopy i drew to friends...
& they said tt my snoopy looks like shit !!!
WAD THE HELL !!!!!
VERY WELL DONE K?!!!!
STUPID =(
*^*&()*)(_

29.05.08
Whhuuuu....Finally back to update again....
Was quite busy recently...
Anyway....Happy belated 16th weeks baby =)
Love u lots =B
Baby said tt he is going to buy phone this week...
Lets see huh..=)
Cos baby is damn busy recently..
Busying studying...
So hardworking rite?!
K la...i admit his attitude influence mi...
Dunno y also...K tts for the day...
STUDY TIME !!!! XD

Rain-ling

2008-05-23T11:16:00.023+08:00

A few hour more before taking results...
If i didnt update this few days..
Means i'm not allowed to use com..Or i am dead already...

Edit Post

Okay...i'm suppose not to use com..

But i just woke up early in the morning to check all my things...

Well, i think something happen to baby again...Z_Z

I dunno wad happened..

Baby...take care alrite? exam & final ippt is coming....

KK...saw this big butterfly in the morning...

Haha...Nice ma?!! XD
But fly away already...=(
I miss the big big butterfly !!
Haha...okay...i'm so happy now XD

At least not so emo when baby called..

Did cry..but only for awhile...

I love my baby alot !!! =)

I draw de...K i know very ugly...But this is the first attempt k?
I didnt erase la..I just draw & my first snoopy is out
TADA !!! XD
K la k la...not bad le rite? =p Thank you!! haha

Rain-ling

2008-05-22T20:19:00.007+08:00

Yo....i'm back to myself again =)
Feel much better Today...But i dunno for tml..Cos there's gg to hav parents meeting..
Then Miss chin talk to mi in a nice manner today...
So of course i talk back in a nice way...
I treat ppl hw they treat mi wad.. RITE?! =)
Okkk...back to the main topic i wan to say today...
Went back home early today...
Then daddy was like... ling..may i ask u hw to make a new email address?
mi: Z_Z...tired lo.. kkkkkkkkk
Dad: thx...show it to mi slowly...
mi: ZZZzzzz okay... ( mi went on clicking )
Out of sudden !!
I press something wrongly & a porn website pop out !!
mi: O.o WAHHHH
Daddy:O.O ( hand covering the screen ) DUN SEE DUN SEE !!! GO AWAY GO AWAY !!
mi: Daddy..u know hw to log out the website meh? laugh* XD
Daddy: Arrrrrr....Dunno =B
Then i walk over to help him log out...
After tt daddy went on asking...
OMG!!! WHY IS THIS HAPPENING??!!
DID U WATCH IT?!
WHY IS THIS OUT AT INTERNET?!!
mi: Daddy.. If u click something wrong...its normal to see all this rubbish at internet..
Daddy: Haiyo...Hw can?! TEACH CHILDREN BAD...DID U WATCH IT?!
mi: NO !!!!
After tt...daddy went on nagging... SO CUTE CAN?!
Haha...i think daddy was too outdated le la....
Daddy said i'm his princess, he's expecting mi to b a nice n innocent gal....
Not to speak vulgarities & bla bla shit...
Well...I DID !! AT HOME =p
Haha...then went to slp till about 7pm...
Woke up...Went to internet n check for poly & jc cut off point...
I'm totally blur after looking at it...Z_Z
Gd jc admission needed 10 points n below to enter..which i cnt make it =(
Well, for poly...i want to study tourism, business studies, banking thingy or accounting..
But the cut off point for all these studies was like 9-16 points...
I think i can make it for business studies if i work hard..
But my friend said tt the eng must be very strong to enter... ZZzzzzz
Okay...i hav no aiming already....
BORED.....i dunno wad to aim to get wad i wan...
Although i often scolded baby cos he dosent hav aiming...
But i'm no difference from him =(
i'm slapping my own face...=(
I dunno wad i wan...really...
Any suggestion?? ^^

Baby are busy Monday to Sunday...

Leave a day for mi can?

A day will do...........

Rain-ling

2008-05-21T21:03:00.009+08:00

I dunno wad happen this week....
It's the most rotten week i had
I was like emoing everyday u know...
Firstly, its about baby..
Next, teacher..
Now its kor kor..
On fri..It will b my parents soon..
Talk about today...
Went to see Miss chin for some marks prob..
Then she was like no..there's no wrong...This is wad ur teacher send mi...
U go eat shit la...
In the end..who is the wrong one?!
Is u rite?!
Then wad...say the marks has been type inside the report book..
Cnt change...Bloody hell, then wads the use of telling us to check our marks when marks tt found prob cnt b changed?!
& its was about 8 to 9 marks matter k?!
Then dao her alot..Quite disrespectful la..
But...How am i gg to face her in polite way when a stupid retard teacher talk to u in the way like u r in wrong?!
Stupid rite?!
Then say wan mi to bring daddy to her..SO tt she can talk to daddy on fri?!
WAD IS THIS?!
I'm already dead at tt time...
Well...For now...
I am quite irritated by kor...
He was like damn selfish la...
He dosent even wan to help mi..
I asked...Kor can help mi to repair the msn messager?!
I think there's some prob in it?!
Then he went on wad~~~~?!!
Cant u solve it urself?!
Then went on..wad~~~~~~~
BLOODY HELL....
Its okay...i'm gg to solve it myself...
Its not the first time anyway...
U have been like this when i was young...
I shall learn everything myself...
FUCKER...
Then gt nth to do...N disturb mi again...
FUCK IT LA!!!!!
I feel like shouting...But... i think there isnt a place for mi to shout..
I really feel like shouting all my prob out..
Immediately..
NOW NOW NOW?!!!
I feel like fogeting EVERYTHING!!
Everything i could...
Y am i so stress up nowadays?
Y am i so emo?!!
I dunno.........
I couldnt take it anymore......................
I feel like crying...But i cant...

I hav to be strong infront of my parents..

I have to act like nth happen when i was sad..

I hav to act like i am happy everyday...

Everything n everything............................................................

God....stop the time & let mi catch a breathe okay?

Rain-ling ( i wan to be a happy gal again )

2008-05-21T17:37:00.011+08:00

Hui Hu Xi De Tong - Fish Leong Jing Ru

Happy 15th Weeks =)
I dunno baby rmb it anot..
But anyway...Its another week again =)
K..Asked min jia lots of qn..
From her..i learnt alot..
Cos Min Jia really hav the same character as baby..
But Min Jia is more willing to tell mi wad she feel n think..
So i slowly know something about relationship lah....
& those few post i update for the last 2 days..Was all crap la..
I was just so out of my emotion..
Tts all... Wad's important is the present la...
=)

Rain-ling ( i shd learn hw to give in )

2008-05-20T18:35:00.004+08:00

Zzz hav a slight headache now after crying for so long...
Dunno y also.... I just felt very very very sad..
Baby is not a romance person..Nvm...
But u r not sincere too..
I like baby cos he's innocent...
He's much more different from other guy...
He dosent sweet talk.But its okay..
He's very honest also..
We used to b very close...
Like we cant leave each other for a min...
But now?!
I know u'r busying cos of ur Ns...
But if u hav not notice...
We r getting further n further away....
We wasnt tt close like last time already...
We can stop contacting each other for 4 long days...
Sometimes...i really do feel tt u r in other planet...
Its really tough for mi to contact u...i dunno y also...
Sometimes...i nid to send 5 msg for u before u replied.
When u replied..its always a short msg...after a few short msg..& u fall asleep..
U r always like this...It almost become a routine...
There's time i will send u msg..& said tt baby i miss u!!
But u will juz talk about other things...
If u really dont..Cant u just treat it like u cheat mi?!
At least i will feel better?!
Baby...if u really tt busy...cant u spare just 5 mins to send mi a msg like..baby gd morning or something else to let mi know tt u r still in this world?
Really...A msg will do..I will appreciate it alot..
& u made lots of promises...
But wad promises can u rmb?!
Baby...i'm waiting for u to learnt tt song..
I am waiting for u to buy the same phone with mi...
i'm wating for u to rmb mi..
I'm waiting for u to tell mi wad u r thinking....
Till now...I'm still waiting...
Waiting & waiting...
But really...U dun seem to care...
U tell mi u forgot..U busy...
Then wad u really rmb?!
I really feel deceive..
Ya..i am important to u...
So this is wad u do to a person tt u think its important?!

Sch matters!!!!
Miss chin called at the most wrong time...
I was emoing n u called...
The marks was confirm added wrongly...
& u blame it on mi n said tt i make a woo haa on it...
Fuck it...Cant u hear tt i am crying at tt moment?!
Ya..thx for helping my teacher to take care of the class..
I know u r busy too...
Ya... Yaa... U also very busy...Busy until u added wrong marks n u scolded mi..
Sry...u wan mi to respect u as a teacher now?!
No way...
I think i am a failure la...
I fail to become a student..
I fail to become a gf..
& i fail to become a gd daughter..
PLZ!!!! KILL MI PLZ!!!
PLZ END MY FAILURE LIFE!!!!

Rain-ling

2008-05-20T15:46:00.011+08:00

Well, chit-chat with min jia today =)
Haha...Seem like i always go sch to chit-chat..But nt study huh XD
Then yea...She talked about her relationship thingy to mi..
Then i found her relationship is very common to mine.
The prob faced..& some other things..
Its like 98% common please!!
She told mi tt she always give in to her partner when her partner quarreled with her..
But most of the time..She dosent even know wad she had done wrong..
& hw to improve it..
Wad she know & can do is apologise
& she told mi tt she felt guilty when she quarreled with her partner..
Cos her partner let her feels tt she is always at fault.
Everything is cause by her..
She told mi her opinion too..
But i'm nt gg to post here...
Its gonna be a secret..shhhh ~~ =p
Yea..After listening...i done a self reflect too...
Sry baby for everything...
Maybe i'm too demanding...
No..!! i'm very demanding...
Frm the day i know u...
I AM ALREADY LIKE THIS !!
Maybe i'm too used to vent my anger on u...
How i hope tt sometimes u will quarrel with mi...
At least i know wad u r thinking..& wad u wan frm mi...
Sry for ytd too...
I hav a reason why am i so emo ytd..
Its not about blogging matters la...
Its cause of many other things...
The blogging things is juz an excuse...
An excuse to vent my anger on u...
I know i'm nt suppose to do this..
But i can say tt i'm feeling very insecure at times...
I do love u alot...
& tt is why i dunwan to lose u..
But i dunno hw to tell u...
Wad i know is kept vending anger on u...
So tt u can care mi more...
Sry..i know i'm childish & selfish...
i'll change...I think u r having lesson now..
Dun fall asleep baby !!
Jia you =)
Ps. i dosent know how long will we stay..
But wad matter most is about now..
The present..
I wan this relationship to be a sweet one...
Even if we broke up or something bad happen...
This relationship will be a sweet one to rmb...
Though we dosent really hav the time to spent on each other..
but i know u make an effort to contact mi or something...
I really do appreciate of wad u did to mi..
I will change for better...
i hope its not too late =)
I love u...Shawn Lim Wei Jie.
I do love u really alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot alot

SCH !!

Parents meeting this fri..
Rawh...parents will skin mi alive !!!
Did badly for all subjects except for English =)
Gonna work hard..Cos i am competing with the clock !
There's about 140 something days before Os lvl..
Which mean tt i need to study 8 hrs a day !!
Faint* >.< & this is the number 10 yrs of study life..

I dunwan to waste it just because of tt 4 months..

Msn n friedster is not working now...I lend The Sims to min jia too.. So there's no reason for mi not to focus now...

I will try my best for this exam la...

So i will b really studying 8 hrs a day from today onwards...

So wun b blogging oftenly too... =)

Rain-ling

i am sorry baby i didn't know what i did make u sad

2008-05-19T19:58:00.002+08:00

baby sorry for what i did please forgive me k ? i am just very tired this few days... dunno why oso....i didn't know what i did make u sad =( sorry i know i didn't keep the promises i made i am sorry... and i didn't get to contact u coz my phone spoil...and i got no phone...sigh and its not u force me to update is i wanna update just that i always fall asleep or go out and have no time or even forget to update sorry...baby don't sad le ok i didn't mean to do it...really didn't mean to...i now need to go get ready to go back camp le and u are important to me i'll try to show u ok but i don't really know how but i'll still try k i love u baby and miss u alot sorry for everything baby >.<

Shawn

2008-05-19T19:44:00.004+08:00

I think i'm naive...
I'm really naive..
I feel like laughing at myself for my foolness.
Everything went so smooth until recently..
I once believe in promises..
I respect promises..
I made promises..
But promises made by u was all so fake..
Everytime when u make promises...
Its just like an excuse for u, so to shut my mouth up..
Sometimes, i really feel like i'm nt important to u...
But u often said tt i'm important to u...
u said...But u dun prove it in action...
Sometimes i think tt friends r more important than u...
I told myself nt to cried...But my eyes fails mi...
I feel so disheartened...
Ur apology didnt mean anything...
I'm waiting for u to prove mi wrong...
But why u fails mi again & again?!
I'm a simple gal...
I dunwan anything, i just wan to hav a simple relationship...
I wan someone to love mi...
To spoil mi...
To let mi feel i'm important to him..
But........
Nvm................

Rain-ling

2008-05-19T01:56:00.005+08:00

K..Its mi again...
I hav a bet with baby ytd..
I said...If u didnt update tml..which is today..
U owe mi one bite..
N someone just said...will will will...i will update..
IN THE END?!
TADA!!!
Didnt update AT ALL K!!
I THINK HE IS SLEEPING LIKE A PIG NOW !!!!!!!!!
RAWH !!!
STUPID !!!
I ALSO DUNWAN UR BITE LO....
U OWE MI TOO MANY BITES UNTIL I THINK MY TEETH WILL DROP !!
FORGET ABOUT IT...
DEAR LADIES & GENTLEMEN..
I'M HERE TO ANNOUNCE TT THIS BLOG IS MINE..
& NOT HIM N MINE BLOG K...
ITS MINE !!!
RAWH !!!! &*^&*^ *^*

RAIN-LING

2008-05-16T13:35:00.004+08:00

K...i shall update first before tuition..
Its 100th days today !! XD
So damn happy can...hoho
Anyway..Kept finding trouble with baby today..
Dunno y...
Cos i asked baby..
Why dont u say miss mi before?
& baby said tt he wun said even if he miss mi..Tts him
Z_Z
Kk...i know u isnt a sweet talk kind person..
But at least i hope u will say " I MISS U BABY !!"
& i will be content enough...
Is it so difficult??...
Well, i think so..... =(

Rain-ling

2008-05-14T21:18:00.012+08:00

Get back almost all my results today....
Failed all, except eng i'm quite content with it =)
I was happy cos someone cares abt my feeling..
Like ms solastri & er zi...
Thx =)
& YA...
HAPPY 14th WEEKS BABY !!!
& HAPPY BIRHDAY JERRY !!
XD
Dun b sad huh..
There's someone like mi who rmbed ur birthday too...
So...dun b too sad...
Haha...
Enjoy !! My lao didi...
Haha...
& was suppose to tell baby something..

But too bad..Seem like baby dosent hav the chance..Haiz

Rain-ling

2008-05-13T23:41:00.007+08:00

lalalalala... haha i am bored =)

2008-05-13T23:16:00.012+08:00

BABY finally called, after 6 long days... Z_Z
I started laughing when i heard baby voice..
Damn it... So cute can?!
I MISS HIM LIKE HELL !!!!!!!!!!
Xp
Then ask baby to give mi punishment..
So i can concentrate when i studying..
But both of us could not think of a gd idea..
In the end..baby suggest not to contact for a week if i didnt study..
=(
WTH!
But i agree with it..
If not i wun learn to b more hardworking...
I try to study k?!
I know i will study cos of u..
I WILL =)
I love u alot too baby :)

Rain-ling

2008-05-12T21:08:00.004+08:00

YEAH !!!
Went Kbox today straight after exam =)
Kbox was fun.... XD
We sang & sang like no one business..
Hehe...Singing rox ~~ ^^
Then estella, jue ying, wesley & mi went choose spec with weena..
Of course i choose a nice one for weena in the end...
I GT TASTE K?! XD
But i dun suit to wear spec..
Saddist..
They said i look like auntie with spec... =(
WADEVER !!!!
I miss my baby......
its the 5th day... =(

Rain-ling

Sorry baby really didn't know u mind

2008-05-11T20:08:00.006+08:00

K this week sux i kena confine for stupid reason and my phone got taken away by my sir twice thats why cannot call baby and make her worry sorry baby didn't mean to...and this few days was a busy one coz lots of things to do so didn't really had time to talk to baby oso =( and baby told me that she's got a feeling that she's not important to me...baby u're important to me...just that i cannot contact u coz of my sir...and i was busy didn't know u will feel that way i will try not to do it again ok ? didn't know that u mind sorry baby...and ya i didn't know bf need to do so many things xD keke i will try to be like what it says ok ?? *STRESS* =( i am going back camp now...sigh
baby don't think too much k i don't wan u to emo... okok ? =) i love u baby

Shawn

( 100th post =) )

2008-05-11T01:35:00.009+08:00

Baby n i didnt talk for DAYS!
Then ask wad feeling does he hav during this few days.
& he told mi angry..& no more Z_Z
i think i hav more than 5 feelings k!
STUPID!
Anyway...this doesnt affect baby much..Cos this only applies to mi..
Then baby is out with friends to sentosa...
So..didnt talk again...
I think we will keep on becoming like this ( i think )
Nvm..Anyway..saw this on friendster..
So i decide to post here

WHAT A BF SHD DO !!

When she walks away from you mad
run infornt of her n kiss

When she stares at your mouth
shes waiting for ur kiss

When she pushes you or hit's you
push her back bt make her laugh

When she starts cursing at you
quickly said ily

When she's quiet
ask her:any prob @home or outside?

When she ignores you
make her laugh n let her notice u

When she pulls away
pull her back hard n kiss

When you see her at her worst
tell her shes beautiful when shes @
her worst

When you see her start crying
put her head on ur shoulder n whisper

When you see her walking
follow up

When she's scared
hug her n said u'll nvr let go

When she lays her head on your
shoulder
tell her how much fun u've been
spending wit her

When she steals your favorite hat
let her have it

When she teases you
teases her back but make laugh

When she doesnt answer for a long time
ask e same qtn again

When she looks at you with doubt
back it up n ask wat?

When she says that she likes you
means she loves u

When she grabs at your hands
play wit her finger

When she bumps into you
bumps on her again

When she tells you a secret
keep it n let it stay within urself

When she looks at you in your eyes
wink @her

When she misses you
shes hurting inside n out

WHEN YOU BREAK HER HEART
she will nvr 4get u

When she says its over
she really wants u back

look into her eyes when you talk to
her.

let her mess with your hair

touch her hair.

just walk around with her.

"FORGiVE HER FOR HER MiSTAKES"

look at her like she`s the only one
you see.

hold her hand when you`re around your
friends.

when she starts swearing at you, tell
her you love her.

let her fall asleep in your arms..

stay up all night with her when she`s
sick.

watch her favorite movie with her.

kiss her forehead.

give her the world.

write her letters.

let her wear your clothes.

let her know she`s important.

let her take all the photos she wants
of you.

kiss her in the pouring rain.

when you fall in love with her, tell
her.
and when you tell her, love her like
you've never loved someone before.

I think all this is quite ture..Especially the bold one =)

& after reading this..I've found out why am i so insecure..

So retards huh.. I found out juz so late la..

But late is better than never..

RITE?

I dun like tt missing feeling...

Rain-ling

2008-05-08T11:19:00.009+08:00

Finished my eng paper 2 today =)

Then hav this sudden feeling to blog..

Hav a talk with jia hui lao po..

We discuss something about relationship..

& wad she said is totally rite.. ALWAYS..

Haha...

This blog was made because i wan to share both him and my story..

Its jus like a diary..

But its a open one for others to read..

Well, i think i'm wrong..

I think it most likely to b mine story than OURS...

But wadever anything happen...

I will still update on this blog =)

Edit post.

Baby replied...

At least i know tt he is alrite now..

He made my mood like shit..

Cos i juz dun feel gd when he's not around..

My heart juz sunk la..

Nth can make mi happy..

I counldt even concentrate when i'm studying..

Tts y i once told him..dun play punk with mi when im having exam..

My heart counldnt take it...

I will juz emoing...n those bla bla shit..=(

I swear i wun play with baby abt things like let dun talk for a few days k?

Well i think im the one who will lose..

& wad kor said is rite...

I shd trust baby more..

The insecure shit muz be erase frm my memories..

Wad past is already past..

Wad for thinking something tt made u unhappy...

I muz look forward but nt kept looking back..

Yea...i'll try nt to b a paranoid gal again...

I Love U Baby !!

Rain-ling

2008-05-07T23:57:00.006+08:00

Ok...its 11.57pm now..
Before reaching 12..
I wish to say..
HAPPY 13th WEEKS BABY !!!
=)
Anyway...i think baby muz b busying with something now..
Abt the POP thingy...
Nvm...i'm thinking lots of rubbish now..
I shall calm myself down..
Before i think something negatively...
kk..
I love u baby...
Muacks muacks muacks muacks..XD

Rain-ling

2008-05-06T18:50:00.007+08:00

Happy 3rd months !!
Hehe >.<

I am quite particular abt time..

& tt is why i am sensitive abt digits..

Especially, its abt him & mi..

lalalalalala.....

I think baby shd b busying now...

Cos we didnt talk for the whole day !!

Examinations tml as usual..

Will be having Maths Paper 2 & Science ( Physic ) BORED !!

I sux in both subs....

lol....

Nvm...

I will try hard to pass =)

Icandoit....

Rain-ling

2008-05-05T22:17:00.005+08:00

YEA !!!!
I gt back my phoneeeeeeeee XD
So happy can?!
I miss my little whitie phone like hell...
Haha...was suppose to study now..
But the feeling prob stop mi frm doing that =(
WTH...
Baby is feeling quite ' sian ' now..Cos he was still stuck at somewhere beside NYP..
Ke lian...=(
Nvm la...gg bak soon le...muz guai guai..
Anyway...i've decide something in my heart...
The only secret tt i MYSELF knew only =)
Rawh...signing contract with baby too also...
Hehe >.<

Happy Advance 3rd months baby !! XD

Rain-ling

2008-05-04T12:29:00.006+08:00

Studying for Tml examinations ( Geo & Amaths )
I've totally give up amaths as i dont know wad the hell the questions is talking abt..
Sign...Saddist =(
Was gg to get back my hp awhile more later =)
HAHA... I MISS MY PHONE !!! XD
SO HAPPY !!!
& another 2 more days..Its our 3rd months !!!
SO FAST CAN !!! ^^

Then baby shd wake mi up today at 8am...
But in the end he didnt...
Cos he woke up at 10.30am n was late for camp
....
EXPECTED !!!
Tts y i woke up 7am myself...Cos i know baby will woke up late for sure Z_Z...
Nvm....Used to it already...
I miss my baby ... =(

Rain-ling

2008-05-01T18:50:00.002+08:00

happy belated 12th weeks baby....sorry i didn't wish u happy 12th weeks yesterday was very tired...keke i slept for almost 20 hours today xD hmmm anyway this weekend i have confinement...coz i fail my ippt sigh...stupid medicine and ya baby please study hard k i don't wan u to fail =) i know u very stress but u have to jia you k ? and must take care of yourself don't study till too late and don't fall sick i know very naggy keke xD kk i need go get ready for camp le sigh i love u baby

Shawn

2008-05-01T11:45:00.012+08:00

Hohohoho... i think i treat this as my own blog already...
Cos i dun even touch my blog nowadays..EXCEPT HERE !
I dun feel like asking baby to blog anymore..
Cos,if he cares..he will do it himself without mi asking..
The trust i've from him has already fade
NVM....
Well, i juz woke up...
Slept at 3am...
Cos of my friend prob..
& i console him huh....
He's sad...i think he cried..But he didnt tell mi
=(
Its abt his relationship prob la...
Well, RELATIONSHIP'S COMPLICATED !!!
I hope mine will b more simpler..
There'll be Lit & Maths paper tml Z_Z
BORING !!!
SAT & SUN will be occupied with TUITION ! =(
I feel like killing myself....
But nvm...this will be this last yr in sec sch...
I've to be more hardworking.....
Cos i wan to pass my Os with flying colours =)
Baby will help mi jia you too rite?!
i think......

i'm feeling quite lost..

Rain-ling =)

2008-04-30T22:05:00.007+08:00

Whooooooooooooooooooo
It's the number 12th weeks XD
Hohohohoho..
I like wed..
Cos every wed is special for mi...
I almost forget tt its our 12th weeks today..
I think baby shd b sleeping now...
He's rather tired when he got back frm camp
=(
& baby...i think u forgot all ur promises le..
Nvm...i used to it already...
& where is my reward?
I ask for the reward ytd X)
Baby,will be speaking chinese to mi after my Os...
Haha...SO EXCITED !!!
Anyway, i'll b servicing my phone on fri ( i think )
Well, I MISS MY PHONE !!! =(
ZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz

I love my baby =)

Rain-ling

2008-04-29T14:48:00.004+08:00

Baby made promises again..Lets see that did he hold his promises k?
The ans will b out this wed.
& having mid yr paper 1 today..
The papers was alrite ( i guess )
Will b having Social Studies & f&n paper tml Z_Z
I am bored !!!
KILL MI !!!!!!!!!!!!!!
=(

Rain-ling

2008-04-27T13:26:00.008+08:00

This blog seem like my new blog than a couple blog..
So random.....didnt reply baby ytd cos he wear his stud..
I know its lame la.....but since u promised nt to wear again..then u shd do it..
But nt saying sry to mi then u do it again..
Then wads the point of saying sry?
Do u really know wad is the defination of sry anot?
Do u know wad u owe mi today?
Can u really rmb anot?
i bet u dun....
its 3pm nw...
when nite...i will found out the ans...
I hope i'm wrong....
But i feel something bad.....
I really hope i am wrong
& yea..i dosent wan to force u to blog anymore..
If u dosent wan...then let it b la...let this blog to b dead...
i wont wan to care anymore...
Anyway...u dunn need mi..
Seriously i feel this wayyy......

Rain-ling ( this might b the last post )

2008-04-23T17:56:00.005+08:00

Happy 11th weeks =)
Well actually its not very happy anyway...
Some things happened in sch....
Which make mi feel rather down..
I asked myself....
Is she worth for mi to help?
By helping her, she dosent feel grateful at all..
WAD SHE SAID TO MI WAS.....
I NV ASK U TO HELP WAD....
Yeah....Thx for telling mi tt...
I wun forget wad u said to mi today...
I gained one more enemy huh...
Nonono.....
Shd b 7 or 10...
COS my dear eng teacher said that she has 7 or 10 characteristic..
Well....in bad mood the whole day......
Then baby msg n said that the gal msg him this morning & claim that she miss him..
WADEVER !!!
GO MISS HIM HUH GAL.............
I WUN STOP U FRM DOING THAT...
COS U R NOT THE ONLY ONE WHO MISSES HIM...
THERE R MORE GALS MISSING HIM TOO....
GALS.... QUICK GO MISS HIM MORE U KNOW.....
HE WILL BE SUPER HAPPY..........
SHIT THINGS !!!
I JUST FEEL LIKE GOING TO THE OCEAN N SHOUT !!
SHOUT WAD I WAN & I DOSENT NEED TO GO FOR EXAMINATIONS....
Tt was very stressful u know?
I seldom share, share my feelings to someone...
Except one of my dear friend & baby.......
Cos they r willing to listen & they wun betray mi.......
Then i make a conclusion in my heart.....
NV NV trust a person u don't know well, even ur so called ' friend ' could nv b trusted...
LOl....i think im getting EMO...
JUZ So KNS....TTS SO NOT Chong ling...
Well, sign off first.............
Bye.

Rain-ling ( forgive & not to forget )

2008-04-20T21:57:00.004+08:00

I'm feeling down now =(
My hp is dead... DEAD !!!
I dunhav extra hp anymore n i need to wait till this sat in order to buy a new phone.
How am i gg to live this 5 days? =(
& i didnt force baby to slp..
He is the one who said that he is tired n wanna to slp de !!
STUPID PIG !!!
SEE LA !!
MY PHONE SPOIL LE....
ALL UR FAULT LA !!!!
RAWH !!!!!
FRUSTRATED !!
&$(*&$*(#&)#(*#)#*#)(#*#)
AHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!

Rain-ling

2008-04-20T19:51:00.003+08:00

erm i going back to camp le very late !!! kns @$&^$*#^*#$! =X
coz i today sleep about 15 hours thats why late actually don't wanna sleep de is baby force me to sleep....kk i blog short short ok coz very late le
love u baby =)

Shawn...LATE LE AH !!!

2008-04-20T05:00:00.002+08:00

k today talk to baby with one of her hp which drop into SOUP BEFORE !!!!
dunno how come the phone still can work but i cannot hear baby's voice very clearly...maybe coz still got soup stuck somewhere in the phone xD... just finish bathing and packing my stuff for book in...sigh =( i think baby will be happy coz she like me to be in camp =X and ya baby i count le our 100th day is on 16th May am i correct ? if wrong cannot scold me k coz i very tired when i counting =) k i better go sleep now if not baby know i sleep so late will X_X me

Shawn Z_Z

2008-04-19T03:50:00.003+08:00

keke i am out of camp again !! woot xD just finish my job as a maid like what baby say i am a maid =(....rawr!! and ya baby cry for some reason xD i say its funny coz i can hear that she's crying but she still can tell me she didn't cry
(lie oso dunno how to lie) =P but i still made u laugh so its kinda like i console u mah =)...baby don't like that leh why don't wan cry infront of me ? =( don't like that k ? i not purposely wanna let them hear one lo is they too kpo...anyway i almost cannot come back this week almost fail my ippt =X coz of my ankle...
and ya baby MUST study...don't lie to me anymore k ? u naughty girl...

Shawn (sleepy...)

2008-04-18T13:14:00.002+08:00

Well well...
Baby is gg home soon at 5pm..
While i will be having my tuition at 3.30pm..
Faint* !! =(
I still have not done my tuition hw..
& the tuition is starting soon..
Rawh !! i think i am going to die...
Anyway...the whole bunk heard the conversation i with baby ytd..
IDIOT LO !!!
Y GO LISTEN ?!!!!
Then baby kena sabo by his friends and so hav to do punishment..
Poor thing...XD
I also said to baby that after having the same phone, we will buy same pair of shoe too..=p
CUTE RITE?!!!!
That means we will be having the same thing always...:)
Haha...i think i am crazy.....
lalalalalalalala

Rain-ling

2008-04-17T22:34:00.004+08:00

Well, only chat with baby awhile due to his night training..
Bored..I MISS BABY !!! =(
Then class today was so free..
Cos ah seng (Mr Tan Chor Seng) nv come..
lalalala.. so we just slack whole day..
I think that going to sch today is just a waste of time..
RAWH !!!
Baby kept asking mi to study..
But i dunno how to start my revision..
Then kena suan by him =(
& i swear to myself..
I WILL NEVER EVER CRY INFRONT OF BABY ANYMORE =)
I SWEAR !
cos cry infront of baby like idiot like that..
baby also dunno how to console mi lo..
STUPID !! =(
Anyway,if i can....i really hope i will never cry again..Just like baby
If this happen... I think..this will be SO SO GREAT......
i wish......

Rain-ling

2008-04-16T22:22:00.009+08:00

Cried juz now when talking to baby..
Cos of some reason...
Anyway, i finally know who is my true friend n friend who only can play.
Baby didnt know how to console mi..
But then he made mi laugh XD
Haha..baby like baby like that lo...
He still said that i cry until very funny..
STUPID !!!
Then baby fall asleep when he said he wun..
lalalalalala
Always de..
But i am not angry =)
I love baby alot !!
Really alot..................
HAPPY 10TH WEEKS !! =p
Baby rmbed too =))

Rain-ling

2008-04-15T19:07:00.007+08:00

Didnt went for eng focus today..
I felt quite guilty because of that..
Cos ITS NOT SO MI LA !!! ( ze bu shi wo de image XD )
Then review frm the past till now..
I did changed alot..
I was once a good gal & always stay very attentive in class..
But now?
Didnt do hw.
Didnt revise
Skip class..
All shit i can say....
RAWH !!! I MUST CHANGED !!
BABY !!! i wan my chocolate now =(
Anyway, its our 10 weeks tml..
I wonder u will rmb anot..
I HOPE SO ;)
Then msging baby when lights off..
Baby always hav a habit of not replying..
Either he is slping, busy or he did not receive my msg..
But he didnt even care to ask la..
Den only will ask mi y i nv reply him the next day..
So, i was quite angry of that & i told him

mi: Baby next time we dun msg at nite le k?
Baby: :( sorry baby, just now we kena fall in not purposely dont wan reply de
mi: Nvm la, next time we dun msg better
Baby: Huh what happen why u like so emo?
mi: No la..We dun msg la.. if we msg le later u cnt rest well
Baby: sign ok lo :( then i now go slp..nite nite baby
mi: Wa u really go slp? K.. GOOD NITE !!
Baby: :( if dont listen to u, u will scold mi mah. now listen to u, u also scold mi
mi: k. fine. u go slp la ! GOGOGOGO.. I GO TALK TO MY DOG !!
Baby: Zzz baby dont wan mi to slp de lo.. why still ask mi slp when u dont mean it?
mi: Cos i Kou shi xin fei..
Baby: Too chim le
mi: ask ur friend
Baby: they slp like pig le lo:( baby tell mi la
mi: Say something opposite frm wad u really mean
Baby:Keke baby why u so cheeky u know i very wood de mah i sure will listen de ma..
mi: i am always like that de.. is u dunno only.. i know u wood, so i make it in angry tone than cheeky so u can know ma..

THEN HE NV REPLY!!!
WAN TO KNOW Y?!
COS HE SLP AGAIN !!!!!
THIS IS WAD I CALL..........
PIG !!!!!!
Z(oo)Z

STUPID SHAWN LIM WEI JIE !!!!!!!!!!!!

Rain-ling

2008-04-14T15:13:00.009+08:00

Well, baby & i hav decide to buy W910i ...
Whoooo SO CUTE CAN ?!!
We r gg to hav same HP !!!!! XOXOXOXO
For mi...i decided to take the white colour W910i
Baby said he's going to take either white or red..
Anyway...i think white is nicer XD
I'm crazy !! i'm gg to buy a new phone soon !!
& i can get rid of my current irritating phone ~~
YEAH YEAH YEAH =p

Edit post
Baby called @ 7pm ytd...
Damn early..
So we chatted for whole 3 hrs till 10.15pm..
Wake up & feel quite giddy..
But i am alrite =)
Rawh rawh rawh..
Hav not been using this word quite long already XOXOXOXO
Well, i missing u now baby =(

Rain-ling

2008-04-13T21:23:00.002+08:00

TODAY
I think baby shd stay in camp more XD
Well, he is more cheerful in camp than at home..
Everytime when he's back, he juz dun sound rite..
Sound rather down & tired..
Dun really know y either..
Wad i can say is....
Baby is more normal when he went back to camp...
While for mi...
Went dinner with 2 kor & both of their gf, Aunt, Parents
Hav a big meal..
This is the first dinner kor brought his new gf home.
Papa wasnt really like her..
Cos he look rather lian with tatoo n she wear little..
U know wad i mean ritE? eg. shorts
Overall, the dinner was quite alrite la
Its juz that i feel quite weird with big kor & gf..
Maybe, i am not close to kor anymore..
Tts y... i think..
Yesthday
Baby do washing alone..
Then went to his cousin hse..
Hav this gal cousin look rather interseted in baby..
Wadever..Dunno y she want to b so close to baby for..
Then i think she's trying to get baby attention
WADEVER WADEVER....
itrustbaby =)

Rain-ling

2008-04-13T17:34:00.003+08:00

k here i am sigh this week kena confinement coz my ankle pain so didn't take my ippt so they mark me as fail i can pass one ok....kns so i only can come back on sat afternoon =( and now imma go back into camp soon Z_Z
happy belated 9th week baby keke so fast keke and happy 10th week in advance incase i forget >.< i love u baby ^(oo)^ ... this week i did alot of things that made baby unhappy =( i try my best not to already ok ? if i did make her unhappy i must buy for her sweet...xD and ya baby papa say i am those type of guy which is botak, wear glasses and nerd nerd de...sigh i am not la !!! nvm nvm...i ren !!! =P

Shawn (tired)

2008-04-12T12:30:00.003+08:00

Fri:11.04.08
Baby kena confinement ytd
Due to excuses of ippt..
Baby is fucking angry of that..
N du lan of his friend..
While mi..
My father is still asking lots of question abt my bf
lalalalalalala
Sat:12.04.08
Ei chien's birthday..
HAPPY BIRTHDAY LAO PO !!! =)
Given lao po a kiss on her cheek..
HOHOHOHOHOHO
Then baby is out of camp !!! XD
He is now in lot 1..
While mi doing nth at home due to raining..
Then saw some fucking msg at friendster..
EWWWWWWW........
Disgusting...
Told baby abt it, n baby ask mi to tell him fuck off XD
HAHAHAHAHA.....
I MISS U BABY !!!
OoOoOoOoOoOoOo.....
=(

Rain-ling

2008-04-10T23:27:00.002+08:00

Omg...haha..daddy kept teasing mi..
He kept asking mi abt my bf..
He said...shu hai mei you du wan, jiu bf bf ( Still studying n now u hav bf already )
& he ask, is he in ur sch?
He botak rite?
Wear glasses?
Sure those nerd nerd ugly ugly de hor?
HAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD
BABY IS A NERD !!! =p
HAHAHAHA
Plz la...He make mi feel like laughing..
But then i try to stop laughing..
But by looking at papa face, i cant stop myself ..
HAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHAHA XD
GODNESSS !!!
But then i didt reply his qn la..
Cos if i ans..he will ask non stop..
But daddy, u need not worry...
I wun kena bully by him de...
I will stay long with him =)
I KNOW THIS IS A SURE THING ;)
RITE BABY ?!!

Rain-ling

2008-04-09T22:47:00.008+08:00

U KNOW...I ALWAYS FEEL THAT I CAN STAY LONG WITH BABY..
But somehow, i do not trust baby enough..
I bet baby can feel that feeling too..
Once baby did not contact mi, i will thought that something muz b happen or somewhat shit..
Or else, i will ask him some stupid qn when i know the ans..
I dunno wad happen to mi u know?
& baby hav to make alot of promises cos of mi..
Pity baby alot.. To hav a gf who always think stupid things.
I think i muz be crazy !!!
RAWH !!! i'm SUPER IRRITATING !!!!!!!!
I hate myself....yea..really alot..
Anyway.. HAPPY 9TH WEEKS BABY !! =)

Rain-ling ( missing baby alot alot alot alot alot =( )

2008-04-08T23:14:00.001+08:00

Well..baby slp AGAIN !!
Cnt stand him lo...
Like pig like that XD
Only know how to slp =p
Anyway..baby is busy today...
BUSYING LAUGHING AT OTHER PPLS !!!
STUPID !!
*(&$( *^$*&&$()*$()$ *
DUNWAN FRIEND U LE....
STUPID BABY !!!
HMMMMMMMMMMMMM !!!!
MEAN !!!!!!!
RAWH !!!

Rain-ling

2008-04-07T19:34:00.007+08:00

Parents found out i've bf..
So there is nth to hide anymore=)
They'r so damn cheeky la..
They go into this blog n check my msg when i am slping in nite..
Kor also complain that they always like to check other things
Like msg, letter all that..HAHA..HI 5 koR !! =)
AHHHH !!! but surprisingly, they didnt scold n ask mi anything.
Hohohohohoho XD
Well, baby hav dunno wad night ppt again..
Rawh !! so we only chat awhile:)
Baby is so damn irritaing la.... cos he wan mi to cry so that he can hear.
$& *# &$(*&(#$*#
STUPID !! =(
i miss baby alot alot !!
I wanna play shooting also !!
I join Ns also la....k? =p
jkjk....i think i will die inside...X)
BABY !!!! i really miss u alot alot k?!!
i wan a hug now !! =(
NUDGE *

Rain-ling

2008-04-06T10:31:00.002+08:00

Haha..i made baby draw something for punishment..
He told mi that he drew some words..
Ahhhh !!! & he didnt want to tell mi wad he drew..
SO MEAN !!! =(
Happy 2nd month !!!
I LOVE U TOO BABY !!! ;)
HOHOHO
This is the reason why i love baby so much..
Cos he really spoil mi alot..
No matter wad i did to him or scold him
He will apologise & try to bright up my day.
I actually scolded him everyday..
& i am very emotional...
So u can see how tough it is to be my boyfriend.
I really dunno how he can tolerate my behaviour.XD
K..baby i will not scold u today..i swear.. !!

Rain-ling ( love shawn lim wei jie VERY MUCH !! )

2008-04-06T04:27:00.003+08:00

sigh i cannot sleep...guess baby fall asleep while waiting for my msg just now...
nvm
baby i am sorry for forgetting the promises..
actually i didn't forget la its just somewhere in my head just cannot find where...
sorry didn't mean to... >.< i'll change k ? gimme time...
next time i won't ask u to calm down by yourself and leave u alone ok ?
...i didn't know u don't like it
i pei u calm down next time ok ? =) but later i say wrong thing u cannot angry k? xD
AND YOUR PUNISHMENT 2 days....very long leh keke
anyway just now we already say le from 2 days change to 30mins..... =)
baby i am sorry for what i did....forgive me k ? =(
keke wonder if we can really last long together till the last part of our life
lets find out that answer together ok baby ?
happy 2nd month baby
i love u...

Shawn...guilty

2008-04-05T17:49:00.008+08:00

I'm tearing now..
& this is the first time my heart feel so pain..
Baby make alot of promises to mi.
But in the end he forget wad he promise.
I ask him.. Can u rmb wad u said to mi?
No..
Can u rmb my hp no. if i nv ask u to?
Will we b tgt if i nv stick to u?
Will u miss mi if i nv ask u to last time?
If i nv ask u to say that 3 words.. will u?
I really wonder..If one day i really lost my memory.
How u gg to make mi rmb u again?
Or will we just ended up a passerby that once hav a happy memory.
& we will say Hi..nice to meet u & byebye?
I dunno....
But then memories flash back n somehow i rmb something u told mi..
& that heal my pain n stop mi frm crying.....
But baby cant rmb wad he actually said to mi..
Sign...no one is perfect..I cant blame him either..
I just hope u will change for better....
I really hope...
& I'm selfish..i dun like the way u leave mi alone n ask mi to calm down myself or wad.
U can say that i'm childish..Cos i'm !!
Anyway, i've thought of a punishment..
If u really done something wrong..
We shd just stop talking to each other for 2 days..
I think this is quite a good idea..I think so..
Yea... sad day..shall sign off here..bye

Rain-ling

2008-04-04T22:14:00.005+08:00

Baby said that he will contact mi when he finish his dinner.
But then...nv..
Ok...i think he shd b sleeping now.=(
Rawh...baby always go bak home n slp..
Haha... Cos he could not hav a gd slp in camp ba=)
I missing u now..
Baby owe mi lots of thing k?
Alot alot alot alot..
When u giving all the things that u owe mi?
Faster!! I wan it badly !!!
I wan now !!! XD
hahahahahahaha..... i'm just acting high now ...=(

Edit post
I forget wad i wan to say..
Stm.. Rawh !!
Anyway...i mean it.
If really one day, u hav to go overseas for yrs, wad will u do?
U told mi like that lo.. wad u mean by like that?
Brk?
rawh !! getting emo now !!
Then can you really rmb wad u actually owe mi?
No rite?!
Later when u wake up. The first thing u will say is sry sry.i fall asleep again..
STANDARED DE.. Rawh !! X(
Stupid baby !!! Later wake up at mid night then cannot get back to slp again..
Always de lo !!
Stupid !! BITE U !!!
RAWH !!!!
EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO EMO

Rain-ling

2008-04-02T22:23:00.007+08:00

Tuesday: 1st April 2008
Dun really talk very long to baby cos baby hav to go for night training.=)

Wed: 2nd April 2008
HAPPY 8TH WEEKS BABY !!! XD
Hav super long conversation with baby..
Baby said that i am his first gf who scold him vulgarities =p
& i'm super naughty..
Haha...cos i hav 2 diff characteristics.
To u..i'm naughty..
To adults..i'm guai kia X)
Rawh !! i feel like biting baby already..
Baby owe mi lots of thing can ?
LIKE WTH LA !!
Baby still tell mi wad he do last time..
All stupid things lo...
Only no brain then will do XD
& BLOOD TASTE LIKE SHIT CAN?!!!
i've straighter teeth than u horz!!
Anyway..promise mi not to pierce, tatoo and do all sort of things to ur body again k?
Cos my heart will pain =)
Msging baby wad i feel n think now..
Cos i've been no confidence cos of some reasons.
Baby claim that he was not like "them"
I trust u..=) Cos ur actions prove mi that
Ms solastri taught 4E4 something today..
She said. If u can.. u can do it.
If u said u cnt... U WILL NT DO IT !
i think wad she said was right =)
I know we can make it till the last part of our life rite?!
Haha..& my Os too XD
I LOVE U BABY !!! =)

Rain-ling

2008-03-31T23:14:00.005+08:00

Hmmmm :( i hate my hp !!!!!
Bullied baby again :(
But i regret..
Cos baby really very ke lian :(
SRY LA !! k la... i got owe u k?
Haiyo.... i bully u..in the end i will heart pain lo ;(
Guess u slept already..
K... i wun blame u..
Cos its my fault..
U waited for half an hour lo... & tml morning u hav to wake up early..
K K K !!!
I OWE U !!
I promise k?!
SRY =(
i know u miss mi alot too =(

Anyway...was discussing abt baby with mei yern today..
I told mei yern how baby treat mi.
She said that baby really spoiled mi..
& i'm mean to baby !!
Cos i actually bullied him every single day & i scold him vulgarities before =(
Sry >.< !! But u know i dun mean it rite?!
i promise u.. wad i owe u, i will do it..
u know wad is it rite?!
But wad u owe mi, u muz also do it too k?!
If not i will KILL U !!! XD
OMG !! i think i'm fierce X)
& yea.. mei yern said baby like mi cos of my character..
After thinking through, i think wad she sais was rite =)
i'll try nt to think negatively again ! :)
Haha...i'm missing u now :(
U muz b tired..cos its a hard day for u today...
RAWH !!! nvm... nvm nvm !! =(

Rain-ling

2008-03-30T23:43:00.010+08:00

Baby FALL ASLEEP AGAIN AGAIN AGAIN !!
Haha.. Really cnt stand him X)
Anyway..today i'm gentle to him..
Baby LIKE IT !! But he was nt quite used to it =)
I miss baby very much ! =(
But whenever he's in camp..He will b super sweet to mi..
Maybe he miss mi too XD
How i hope that i can spent my how life with u..
Cos u'r so DAMN a nice guy..
I swear !

This is wad i like abt my babyboy.

He's cute
He's nice
He's caring
He've good temper
He does nt flirt
He respert mi
He listen to mi which he know it's for his own gd =)
He's caring
He'll miss mi everyday
He LOVE MI ALOT !

Come on... Look at this.. How could u find such a nice guy nowadays?

I seem like promoting my boyfriend X)

But its true that he's a nice guy =)

i will nt let u go.. If i do.. i'm a BIG IDIOT !!

Anyway..my second kor talking to mi now.

Our conversation went on like this

Kor:ur bf name shawn?

mi:y lel? face red*

Kor:he in Ns?

mi:yea

Kor:U two date for how long already?

Mi: u guess?

Kor:Less than one yr..

Mi: Wad the hell.. Of course less than one yr la.. gg 2months already

Kor: He shuai ma?

mi: Of course!

Kor: Na ni ke ni bi wo shuai? ( it's impossible that he will b more shuai than mi )

mi: WAH U DAMN BHB LO !! ( mi laugh like hell (X )

Kor: really wad....MAN HAN TOP 10 K!

mi: hahaha.. wadever!

kor: Wad wadever..When last time i in army..i'm super fit n tanned k?!

mi: yayayayayayaya

Omg... i think that my kor is so cute la..

But i admit that my kor also very shuai la XD

K..i gg to slp now..

Sweet Dream alrite?:)

LOVE U LOTS !!

Rain-ling

2008-03-30T03:17:00.002+08:00

baby !! i watch that show till i sleep sorry =( now just wake up
dunno why this few days so sleepy...baby should be sleeping like a ^(oo)^ by now xD baby i miss u !!=(
sigh chanel so lucky =( UNFAIR LEH....i oso wan =)
and u are more then good enough for me u don't anyhow think OK !!! promise me k baby ?
baby say till i like so perfect...but actually i'm not xD baby later i Buay Hiao Bai how ?! =)
sigh tml baby gonna kick me to africa coz i now still awake...nvm KICK !!! i don't wan go back camp...ok i now go sleep... love u ^(oo)^ baby

Shawn...

2008-03-28T21:59:00.009+08:00

Juz came bak frm Sch..
Baby fall asleep again..
Rawh !! baby was too tired huh..
Nvm.. Let him hav a gd rest ba..
But then i still miss him very much =(
WAKE UP LA BABY !!!
STUPID PIG !!

DUN U KNOW I MISS U

ALOT?!!!
I HAV LOTS AND LOTS OF THINGS TO TELL U !!! =(
How i hope u are with mi right now..
N i will hug u tight till slp..
Baby...i hav 3 words to tell u now!
WO AI NI !! ( chinese )

SAYA JINTA SHAWN ( Malay )

I LOVE U !!!! ( Eng )
Baby...wake up la !! wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up wake up !!!!!!!
DUN SLP LEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE =(
Feel like crying now...=(
STUPID SHAWN LIM WEI JIE !!!!!!!!

Rain-ling

2008-03-27T23:23:00.002+08:00

Ahhhhhhhhhhhh ~~~~~~~!!!!!!!!!
HP SUX !!
INTERNET SUX !!!
EVERYTHINGS SO SUXXXXXXXX !!!!!!!!!!!
RAWH !!! i finding someone to bite now!!
Baby fall asleep AGAIN !!
Damn pig rite?!
Cnt stand him XD
Anyway..Baby was SO DAMN CHEEKY LA !!!
I THINK WE SHALL HAV A COMPETITION WITH TT XD
Though baby sound ke lian..
With the thingy we discuss just now..
But i think i also damn ke lian k? =(
So how?!
Then we both ke lian forever k?!
I DUN MIND!! XD
k..set. lets make a deal with tt ba XD
WOOOO !!! CHANEL IS SO NICE TO MUACKS !!! (:
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA
XD

Rain-ling

2008-03-26T22:44:00.008+08:00

HAPPY 7TH WEEK !!! XD
Woooo...so happy =)
Anyway, was discussing something to baby..
Abt his ex thingy.
& my view..=)
Baby kept console mi..
Haha..this is the first time he consoled mi.
But he didnt notice it..
Baby is very wood..
But many gals like him..
I dunno y too...
& all those gals r very chio..=(
ZZZZZZZZZZZZzzzzzzzzzzzz

Baby fall asleep again..
Missing him..
Actually baby dosent counted wood at all.
Is juz tt baby dosent know how to express his feeling.
But when he did..
It will b a true one..& i always felt love n touched b his words=)
On chinese class..my teacher did say..
If u wan to find ur future partner.
U need to find someone who can e.g give in to u if u'r stubborn
Give u some advice to u if u'r someone who cnt make decision..
& i think wad she said is quite true.
Y?
Cos if ur partner hav the same character as u.
It will b a hard time, as both of u will quarrel oftenly.
Also, being a pair.
One muz know how to care.
Like when he/she needed help.. stay n help as much as u can
BGR is not all abt "I LOVE U"
If u think that wad ur partner does now harm his/her future.
We muz try to pull him/her up.
So that him/her wun b hurt.
Maybe someone will says that.. This is his/her future wad.. Y SHD I CARE?
HALO !! dont u know that he/her is gonna b with u FOREVER !
u mean u wan him/her to b like this in future?
Then how he/her can take care of u n how u gonna take care of he/her?
Anyway..there's alot for mi to say today..
But it Seem like i hav written too much.. XD
k shall Sign off here..
Will b continue tml =)

Rain-ling

2008-03-25T22:45:00.009+08:00

Baby fall asleep again..Think so..
Anyway, i found baby is juz so damn perfect.
No wonder there's so many gals woo him last time.
& i dunno wad he see in mi..Though he has explained before to mi..
But i still did not understand..
I isnt a perfect gf AT ALL !!
I bullied him
I giving him attitude.
I scolded him
But he did not angry at all...
I think this is a gife frm the god =)
I will cherish u !!
I will... I promise that i will not let u down !
NO !! FOREVER NO!!

Rain-ling

2008-03-25T21:06:00.003+08:00

March 25th 2008..i will rmb THIS DAY !!
BAD DAY !!
Anyway..i've gt baby..So at least my mood wun be so bad..
Talk to baby at staircase.. having conversation abt 1hr plus.
Then mama could not find mi & so she called.
She tot i had gotton catch BY AH PEK !! XD
& she almost call police sia..
This is wad she said la..
SO she ask wad i doing outside..
n i told her tt someone call mi..
Then she ask U GT BF ALREADY IS IT?!
XD she super suspect de..
Korkor n gf was laughing at there..
Cos they know that i really hav a bf outside =)

Msging baby now..
He's trying to console mi..
Cos i said i feel that i'm not gd enough for him..
=( SAD RITE?!
But baby kept saying NO NO NO..
So cute looooooo?! XD
i am thinking wad will happen one day if he leave mi...
I will sure Cry like hell..
but he said that he wun leave mi unless i dunwan him.=)
Baby .. i promise i wun leave u too ;)
I LOVE U VERY MUCH!!
be mine FOREVER k? (:

Rain-ling

2008-03-24T20:40:00.007+08:00

Sign.. I think my internet is sux !!
Keep dc.. wad i wrote juz now juz went disappeared in a min of time..
MARVELLOUS!!
Anyway..Kor saw my blog..
& he was like Shawn Shawn Shawn..
Like wth la.. & mama was beside only..
But it's weird.. Cos mama always dosent qn mi all abt this even though she is suspecting mi having a bf outside.
Then baby is scared of my parents..
COs he thinks that my parents are fierce..XD
Hehehehehehe.... But they r friendly PLZ!!
Baby has slept.Cs he didnt reply my msg..
I'M BORING!!
I MISS U BABY !!
& kor..Plz tag if u come to this SWEET BLOG PLZ !! xD

RAIN-LING

2008-03-23T23:56:00.002+08:00

Sign...i think baby should be sleeping like a pig now !! =(
Baby is in camp now.. & i just came back from indoor stadium to watch that SPOP programme.
Anyway..wad i wan to say that..Although baby is not so intelligence.
But then he is very true to mi..
Even though i scolded him..For no reason
He will still apologise to mi n make mi laugh..
Like he is so CUTEEEEEEEEEEE LA!!!!!! XD
I think i'm super lucky to hav u..
I wan to celebrate the countdown thingy with u baby !! ( If can )
YES!! I WAN U TO B WITH MI ON THAT DAY !!!
KNOW MA?!!
RAWH !!! I MISS BABY ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT ALOT!!
Baby, we has walk through 47 days XD
Maybe it sounded quite short to someone..
But if i count it in hours.. it will be 1128 hrs!
SO LONG CAN !!
Dun forget, we r stick tgt 24hrs.
Even if he's in hong kong, in army or whatever.
He will still contact n miss mi.
Though this is not a romance story to someone.
But this story make mi know what's LOVE !
Baby, i know we can stay many many yrs tgt rite?!
=)

I think i've fallen deep in love with this guy..
Whenever i was with him...my mood will b brighten up by him..
This isnt a puppy love.I know both of us are serious abt this relationship.
I will not destroy it..u won't too rite?!
Promise not to leave k?=)

Rain-ling

2008-03-23T18:24:00.002+08:00

k i gonna leave for camp now while baby go enjoy =(
baby i will pass the ippt (nafa) coz its so easy xD guess this is my last post till next weekend xD
keke baby i bring alot of battary ! no need scared no batt to call le =P
i no need pui pui anymore xD
baby must study hard k i know i very ah pek keep telling u to study...
BUT MUST STUDY HARD K !!!
i love u baby...

the very emo shawn....sigh why must go back camp =(

2008-03-23T15:02:00.002+08:00

Ocean is nicer..
Nvm... i ask somebody else to PEI MI !!
I dun like Monday !!
Its like so boring... DAMN DAMN BORING..
I dunwan go bak sch !!
Cos there's loads of work waiting for mi to b done..
& it will b a long day for mi !!
NVM !! i know i can do it!!
THIS IS THE LAST YR !!!
U CAN DO IT !!! CHONG LING!!!
I KNOW U CAN !!! =)
Anyway..Baby gg bak to camp soon..
Nvm la.... Dun b emo..
Pass ur NAFA alrite?!
I will do my work too =)
N surprisely... We arent as stick as last time =)

Rain-ling

2008-03-23T04:37:00.002+08:00

SIGH !!!!!!! going to book in camp today Z_Z Sian =(
anyway i promise baby that i will write long long but i dunno what to say... xD
just finish packing my stuff for booking in and just bathe finish baby know i sleep so late i sure die >.< keke...baby should be sleeping like ^(oo)^ by now xD keke
just now baby say i like maid coz i have to wash and iron and fold my clothes =(
AND BABY SKY IS NICER THEN OCEAN OK !!! =)
i very tired le so i write abit short ok... yawnz

Shawn (Maid) >.<

2008-03-22T19:29:00.008+08:00

STUPID BABY!!!
HE SAY I FIRST TIME TALK TO HIM VERY GENTLE..
SECOND TIME HALF GENTLE HALF MONSTER
NOW TOTALLY MONSTER!!!
STUPID !!!!!!!!!!!!
BITE U THEN U KNOW AR!!!
I miss baby =(
He gg bak to camp tml again !!
RAWH !!!!!!! totally depress now=(
Baby also nv an wei mi lo..
Just now i lan lan him..
Haha... den keep bullying him..
I like ocean !!
Sky like shit........
u know wad i mean rite?! XD

I'll try nt to stick u as much..
So tt the pain in my heart will get lesser...

Rain-ling

2008-03-21T23:17:00.004+08:00

Yea...Baby shd b slping now.. (i hope)
Cos baby only slept 2 hours ytd.. So i asked him to slp early..
Anyway.. I miss baby alot now..
Haha... But i am the one who tell him to slp =p
Rawh... SLAP MYSELF * X_X
But..Nvm...I dunwan him to b zombie again..
AHHH !! Sch tml again..
Tiring !!! one week, 7 days..
But there's only one day i'm totally free.. & tt is SUNDAY !!!
RAWH!!! KILL MI PLZ !!!!! =(

Rain-ling

CONTRACT DAY

2008-03-21T01:41:00.003+08:00

keke i am BACK !!! for 4 days only zzz sigh i sa jiao to pui pui so i can call u mah =(
anyway i will bring lots lots of battary next time xD baby sorry i forgot about our 5th and 6th week...not purposely coz inside i no watch and no calender DU BU QI BABY >.<
baby say she wanna learn hokkien and malay keke 1 of us sure will vomit blood i wonder who xD
NVM I STILL WILL TEACH U!!! AND MUST REMEMBER to STUDY !!!! ok baby ??
keke i love u baby...STARTING FROM TODAY WE SIGN CONTRACT ALREADY...must remember if u never follow the contract will kena PUNISHMENT...RAWR

Shawn...tired xD

No. 50 post

2008-03-19T23:12:00.005+08:00

Yahhhhhhh !! baby is bak tml XD
I miss him so muchhhhhhhhhhhhh !!!!!!!
Yeah.... we get through this 10 days!!
Tt was like so unbelievable la..
Cos we were damn sticky before tt..
But now.. we get through it!!
Ahhhh !! SO HAPPY !!! fan myself so much =p

Rain-ling

2008-03-18T19:36:00.003+08:00

I am wondering wad will happen to u if u hav to go for NDP.
Ur weekend might juz burn off like this..
I dunno.. But tts wad didi told mi..
LOL !!
I missing u now.. I'm afraid tt ur feeling for mi will juz fade away..
& juz like other couple broke up like this..
I really wanna stay long with u...
I WILL WAIT FOR U...
Nvm..I will think of a solution to contact u..
No matter wad.. I will nt give up this relationship so easily..
I WILL NT!!
YEAH.. this is wad i promise.. unless u dunwan mi.. If nt i will b urs FOREVER..
=)

Rain-ling

2008-03-17T18:57:00.004+08:00

19:23:12 baby called XD
hoho.. Baby almost cnt call mi..
Cos all his friend scared of him already..
Baby keep lending batt frm his friends & finish up their batt..
TTs y his friend saw him faster siam..
But Baby go sajiao with pui pui..
Then pui pui very xin bu gan qin bu yuan de lent baby his batt..
POOR PUI PUI!! XD
But baby nv sajiao to mi b4..
So nt fair..
RAWH!! I WAN SEE U SAJIAO!! =p
& baby... i hav lots n lots of qn to ask u!!
ANYWAY... Baby is the BEST !!! XD

Rain-ling

2008-03-16T20:06:00.002+08:00

Yeah !!! 4 more days n baby will b out!!!! XD
Anyway i didnt know tt baby is such a language genius tt he know how to speak hokkian n malay too !!
BABY!!! TEACH MI LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA =(
I missing baby rite now..=(
I dun like his friend...
The gal one... HE shd know who is it..
Baby.. i very ke lian alrite!
Hw could u juz orh when i say i very ke lian...
& u muz sayang mi lo..
I say sayang is nt only SAY ONLY LO!!!
WAD THE HELL!!!
FINE!! I GO SAYANG OTHER PPL LO!!!
OK?!
Hmmmmm........ Rawh.... baby..COME BAK FASER LAAAAAA...
Ur baby gal missing u so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so so
MUCH K!!!
>.<

Rain-ling

2008-03-15T21:46:00.002+08:00

Wooohhhhh!!
Had a fun conversation with baby XD
Today conversation went super longgggggggg like abt 30 mins.
Then said halo to baby's friends..
Anyway..his friend said tt i sound like a xiao mei mei abt 14 yrs old..
LIKE WTH LA!!! I'M 16 THIS YR ALREADY OK?!!
But they was funnnn lo....
They keep teasing baby.... & baby was damn damn pai seh la..
& he ended up running here n there juz to hav some pease XD
Baby kept asking mi tt did i study anot?!
Haha.. Like ah pek like this...
HEHE XD
Then i also hav to run to the lift and talk cos my papa dosent like mi to talk on phone..
Ppl there kept looking at mi la...
RAWH!! SHY >.<
Hehe.....BABY!!! TEACH MI HOKKIAN CAN?!!!
PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ PLZ............
=(

RAIN-LING

2008-03-14T20:48:00.011+08:00

Hehe.. baby call again...
He's my energy pill la!!!
I found out i cnt leave without him.
If nt i will die !!!
I almost forget baby birthday juz now..
Haha.. Kena suan by baby =(
Baby dun sound shy anymore..
Rawh... I dun like =(
Haha... weird mi XD
AHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!
Baby FASTER COME BAK!!!
6 MORE DAYS!!!
AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
KILL MI LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA =(
Anyway, i dun mind go in army with baby =)
Though it's tough, but can see baby is enough le XD
Rawh......i'm crazy=(

Rain-ling

2008-03-13T19:10:00.004+08:00

AHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH !!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BABY CALLED JUZ NOW.. XD
SO HAPPY... I TOT HE WUN TALK TO MI TILL 20TH MARCH..
BUT HE TOLD MI TT HIS FRIEND IS GONNA LENT HIM THE PHONE TO CALL MI EVERYDAY AT LEAST FOR 5 MINS =)
RAWH!!! DAMN DAMN HAPPY!!!
i muz b dreaming !!!
Although the time we contact is gg lesser n lesser..
But i'm content enough to hear his voice n know tt he is alrite :)
Okay... Baby ask mi tt did i study anot..
Haha..i try to study k=(
Rawh... i hav to chiong my f&n project now..
If not my teacher will b calling my father...
RAWH!!! STUPID!!
XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD XD

Rain-ling ( p.s i'm HAPPY !!!! )

2008-03-12T20:27:00.009+08:00

HAPPY 5TH WEEKS !! =)
Haha, baby forget all abt it.... But i dun blame him
Anyway, I promise baby tt i will update everyday..so i am here AGAIN XD
Baby called juz now.. Still as cute like past. =)
He said tt he get his police uniform..Whoooo so cuteeeeeeeee can!!! XD
I WANNA TOUCH HIS BOTAK HEAD!!!!!
LIKE BRUSH LO..............
I WAN TOUCHHHHHHHHHHHHH........
Anyway, baby told mi tt his phone has no batt..
Which means tt we wun be talking until 20th March...
SAD!! =(

Baby, today is juz a warm up only...
U muz jia you k?
i'll always support u de...
Dun learn ur friend go cry or vomit ok?
If u wan cry, u can only cry infront of mi...
If not, i will slap u if i found out u cry!!
K.. shall sign off here...
I LOVE U BABY!!!! (:

RAIN-LING

2008-03-11T22:13:00.003+08:00

FINE!! I miss baby so much tt i decide to update again..
Well, baby called juz now..
Our conversation has been interupted for like 5 times..
Yeah.. So we was like hihi n byebye for abt 5 times!!
I SWEAR TT BABY SIR WAS DAMN irritating lo.....
He caught baby calling mi n make him drop 20 times..=(
I HEART PAIN LO...............
So i told him tt i'm nt gg to bully him again..
When he was out, i will sayang him =) ( YES! I PROMISE! )
Also, i found out tt baby was very GENTLE XD
His voice was like DAMN CUTEEEEEEEEEEE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!
Hehe, well i was crazy over him :)
Baby asked mi to study hard..
& he remembered wad i told him ytd.
I WAS TOUCHED!!! XD
I LOVE U BABY!!!!!!
U really hav to do wad u promise k?!
& smile more X)
i know u dun quite use to the current life style.
But u will use to it de..rite?!
NVM NVM NVM ( BABY KNOW WAD I SAYING )
Well, its 10.27pm now.. Light gg off there..
Slp tight alrite?! =)
I will wait for u de!!!
I WILL!!!!!

RAIN-LING

2008-03-11T13:02:00.011+08:00

Yay, its a brand new day..
Was gg to wake baby up at 6.30am.
But my stupid alarm clock didnt work.
So i ended woke up at 7am.
So i quickly call baby n thinking tt he shd b slping like a pig.
But surprisely, he has already woken up!! XD
Haha.. this shows tt baby is more independent than mi =p
Anyway, baby told mi tt they r not suppose to charge their hp there..
So once his phone gone flat. & its time for us to say byebye until 21th March =(
Sad thing rite?!
Anyway...baby told mi tt he is gg to brk my personal record ( longest relationship )
& he wan mi to break his record too. which is abt 13 months if i'm nt wrong.
Anyway..u r mine this lifetime XD
U CANT RUN!!!
HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAAHAHAH..
i sound kinda evil huh?! :)
but baby already use to it..
I quite not use to the life without baby...
Cos its a sure thing for him to contact mi even though he is busy or doing something else.Even when he was in hk..he will contact mi too..
SWEET RITE?! hehe XD
I think i am lucky to hav u as my bf.
Cos u really cares about mi alot.
Even though u didnt say it.. But i can feel ur love 24 hrs per day.
I know i'm nt a perfect gf. But u still love mi as much :)
I'm gonna b a good gal..
I promise u n mama to study..
Mama said that at least i hav to go to a poly.
So that i wun waste one more yr to retain my sec 4.
Which was a waste of time n money $_$..
Quite true huh?!
Yeah... so i hav to change my lifestyle already..
Cos my lifestyle sux like hell!!!
& i hav to plan my study time.
Cos if u fail to plan, u r plan to fail !!
=p

Rain-ling ( missing my Baby boy ! )

2008-03-11T00:39:00.002+08:00

SIAN AHH GOING NS LIAO ZZzzzz keke gonna miss u baby
i love u...dunno go in can contact u mah...
remember u must study hard ok u promise me le
keke 10days before i can come out...so long
AND THEY GONNA CUT MY HAIR Z_Z today BABY SUAN ME ABOUT BEING BOTAK till very fun keke hor baby ? fun right xD
dunno tml will late for reporting anot keke baby gonna be my alarm clock and wake me up =)
I WILL TRY NOT TO USE PILLOW COVER...I TRY >.<
k this is my last post till 21 march

Shawn...wah lao NS leh...wth

2008-03-10T12:36:00.010+08:00

Baby gg for amry tml!!
Rawh!! =( & he will be bak on 21th March..
Tt will b like super long laaaaaaaaaaaa =(
I WILL MISS U LIKE HELL BABY!!!!!!!!!!!!
i will promise to wait for u!!=)
I will study hard de.. ( i try )
N i will b a gd gal =(
DAMN it laa... we sure nt sticky during ur army period lo..
& it will b like long 2 yrs........
=( I DUNWAN!!!!!
Baby gg to b ah pek police le......
Then i gg to b a nerd after tt. ( cos of o lvl )
Baby now asking mi wad washing powder to buy.
Haha..like baby like tt.. SHOU BU LIAO XD
Nvm.....I still love him as much =)
Baby......though we cant b as sticky as past le.

但因为时间有限

我们便会学会珍惜

 时间也会变得珍贵

rite?! >.<
I WILL LEARN TO LOVE U MORE DE !!!

Rain-ling ( i wan to smack pig!!! )

2008-03-07T19:05:00.008+08:00

2008-03-06T01:08:00.004+08:00

Yayy..Baby is blogging now.& i shall blog too XD
HAPPY FIRST MONTH BABY! XD
Its was like so damn fast laaaaaa.............=)
The time spent with u was fun!!
& i admit i was crazy overrrrrr euuuu!!! =p
Baby dosent know tt rite?!
haha...anyway..throughout this month..
i found out something.

I like to bully baby
Think lots of idea, just to make baby suffer
Like to ask questions,which make baby head BIG!
I am more myself when i was with baby than Parents
Baby respect mi
He cares abt mi
He's stick to mi
He concern abt mi
He's true to mi

But baby dosent angry of mi at all even though i am abit Fierce to himXD

I LOVE U BABY!!!

WE WILL STAY TOGETHER MORE THAN TT..DEFINITELY

RAIN-LING

DIE IF NEVER FINISH IN 10mins =(

2008-03-06T01:05:00.005+08:00

KEKE HAPPY FIRST MONTH !!!!!

k i must post this in 10mins or i will die (kena kill by fierce de baby)

i know how to write your chinese name le =P...keke SO EASY to write xD

just now ben ben de baby almost kill her 2nd lao gong (her hp)

BUT LUCKY HER 2nd LAO GONG NOT SO EZ DIE....HENG !!!RAWR

okok i think 10mins gonna up le better faster post or else i will kena kill...hor baby? xD

Shawn

2008-03-03T18:24:00.003+08:00

This is not the first time i said this...
But u dun seem to change....
U promised tt u will..
But u fails....
Always!!
So, wad u wan mi to do?!
i dosent believe all the promises u gave anymore..

ACTION SPEAK LOUDER THAN WORDS! THIS IS WAD I CAN SAY...........

Rain-ling

2008-03-03T00:50:00.002+08:00

RAWR...keep calling me stupid...sigh sigh
keke i won't leave u...u no evidence i oso won't leave u
baby must remember to wait for me k ? wait till i can fly plane >.<
and earn lots of $$$ if not later football team no money play football...xD keke
my head very pain cannot think of anything else to say...X_X

shawn X_X

2008-03-02T01:28:00.002+08:00

Rawh...Baby nv update!!!
STUPID BABY XD
i miss u lots=(
I wanna sing a song..to express my feelings now!!
HAHAHAHAHA
i'm damn lame laaaaaaaa
I've the evidence now...U CNT LEAVE MI THIS LIFETIME LE ALRIGHT?!!=)

Rain-ling

keke baby gonna kill me

2008-02-29T03:38:00.003+08:00

RAWR...I CANNOT SLEEP...sleep too much this afternoon again..sigh
keke baby gonna kill me or kick me to Africa if she know i so late still haven't sleep...hor baby ? xD
anyway now baby not bu shuang with me le =) good good...
ahhh u put that picture on blog !!! sigh i know i draw until very ugly =(
but atleast STILL CAN UNDERSTAND what it means so its not bad le... xD
kk i am sleeping now don't kill me tml ok baby ? >.<

Shawn Z_Z

2008-02-28T22:13:00.004+08:00

KK..its 10.13pm..baby is out now..Meeting his friend

Just hope tt everything will b alright

Rawh....i dun like being violence actually.

But sometimes..we still need violence to settle some prob.

Anyway...Hope tt this meeting will not turn out to be a bad one.

baby send mi this.Cute rite?! I KNOW >.<

Baby....i miss u~!!!
i'm nt worrying abt u actually..
Cos i know u will take care of urself.
& i know u will listen to mi n hold ur promises.
I KNOW U WILL!!!
I will wait for u bak home safely! =)

Rain-ling

2008-02-28T00:03:00.004+08:00

I DUN LIKE MY BABY......
I WAN TIME MACHINE!!!!!!!!!!!
SO NT FAIR!!!!!!!!!
I DUN LIKE LAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!!!!!!!!!
NT FAIR NT FAIR NT FAIR!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
ANGRY!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

RAIN-LING

2008-02-27T04:40:00.002+08:00

Happy 3rd Week Baby...
keke cannot sleep xD dunno why not tired
maybe sleep too much in the afternoon =P
3 weeks le.....woot but baby now sleeping like ZHU =X
anyway baby's phone bill come le >.< i only can say 1 word (BOOM) xD
sorry baby i promise i won't let other girls bite anymore don't angry ok ?
Forgive me ok ?? Du Bu Qi...Baby

Shawn

2008-02-26T01:18:00.002+08:00

Woot i am back =) sleep too much...
keke i'm 19 le!! baby say i old like ah pek...sigh...rawr !!!
nvm since baby like Ah Pek...i'll be an ah pek xD
OK I WILL SHOUT LOUD LOUD ON THE ROLLER COASTER =) u oso must do the same ok?=P
later ppl though we siao how ?xD Heck Care Them !!!
baby don't worry i will keep my promises i made !!! u oso have to ok ?
keke we msg so much when i at HK phone bill sure boom de xD
sorry baby make your phone bill boom together with me now i feel abit guilty =(
and hor since when i become mr wood de ?!!! xD

Shawn...sleepy xD

2008-02-22T20:15:00.007+08:00

Rawh!! LAST POST BEFORE GG MALAYSIA!!!
hehe>_<

My Baby Laogong really love mi alot! XD
He Cares abt mi more than i do =(
He really miss mi alot!
HE'S A SMALL BOY!!! XD
AW CHONG LING WANNA BE WITH SHAWN LIM WEI JIE FOREVER!!!

I know will will stay long..

WE WILL!! =)

Rain-ling

2008-02-21T16:56:00.002+08:00

Oo.Gg to Malaysia Tml!!!
haha...& i wun b able to contact baby for abt 2 days? =(
I MISS HIM LOTS!!
Anyway...Baby is so damn sticky to mi XD
Haha..i'm thinking of wad will happen if we dun contact for abt 3 months?
I think baby n i will DIE!!
So we will go heaven TOGETHER!!
OMG!!! Wad am i talking abt?
Nvm.........i'm just trying to b lame...
lalalalalalalalala=)
BABY!!! RMB THE ROLLER COASTER PROMISE K?!!!! >.<

Rain-ling

2008-02-20T16:49:00.003+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY BABY!!!!
Yea its baby birthday today..
19 le..so old rite??
i think i gg to change the profile from old18 to super old 19XD
Haha..Yea..BABY FASTER COME BAK N I WILL SING BIRTHDAY SONG FOR U K??!!
& yea ask baby some stupid question..
n i was sad of his ans....
I was sad because 'brk' this word came out of ur mouth so easily..
So i was quite emo at tt time..
I was emo cos i wanna this relationship to stay long.
but then u misunderstood my question...
So i cant blame u either..
But i was sad!!
Real sad !!! when u said the 'brk' word....
But, its baby birthday today..So i dun wanna spoil his mood either..
Rawh!!! n baby r looking at other gals now =(
*((*($*($*&)$&%*)$(_
STUPID!! HAHA i shall revenge XD
No la...jkjk
Happy 2 weeks!! =)

Rain-ling ( emo mi )

2008-02-19T17:20:00.004+08:00

This is wad babyboy promise mi

Promise to love mi forever
Promise not to cheat mi
Promise to take care of mi forever
Promise to let mi bite only XD
Promise mi tt he wun flirt

Baby, hope u hold ur promises...

I will trust u no matter wad.

Cos we need trusts to stay long =)

Rain-ling

BABY!!!

2008-02-19T17:06:00.007+08:00

YESTHEDAY
Baby is so damn cuteeeeeee laaaaaaaaaa XD
He told mi nt to reply him.
But he was very sad when he tot tt i really didnt want to reply him bak.
Haha..SO funny rite?
& when i told him nt to msg mi.
He was like a small baby n wan to continue msging..
HAHA..RAWH..tts is y i call him my BABYBOY XD

TODAY
Haiz..Wad a emo day...
Then force baby to say sweet words to mi..
But Baby dosent know how..
RAWH!!!
Wood rite?!!
Haha...but i still LOVE HIM lotslots XD
Then ask baby to go ask his cousin how to say sweet words
But he end up asking a female cousin when i tot tt he will ask his male cousin..
RAWH... Who the hell will ask a female cousin except u r a gal la =p
Okayyyy
& baby said that his cousin now r all teasing him...
Lol...dunno wad happen now le.
Cos he told mi tt he will reply mi later.........
OH FINE!!
I'M BORING!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!
BABY FASTER COME BACKKKKKKKKKKKKKKKK!!

Rain-ling

REACHED

2008-02-18T19:19:00.003+08:00

18.02.07 19:08:27pm Baby reached Hk safely.
Even though he told nt to reply him.
I still replied XD
lalalalalalalalalala
Rawh just woke up=(
GG to study soon...
TML GEO & F&N EXAMINATIONS!!!!!!!!!!!!!

Rain-ling ( missing him badly=( )